unfortunately i failed at this
mark my words
mark my words. I will never let another man hurt me the way i’ve been hurt in the past, and i will never beg for love ever again. It’s time to love myself.
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the beginning of a series
i usually do these on my phone but i need to document how heart broken i am
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how
how could u not miss us???
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For No Reason(ok)
a part of me felt like writing about my feelings was a good idea but its not.. im just sad and theres no way of explaining that
i miss him
i was so good with him
and he will NEVER want me back..
not like this at least lol
im addicted to drugs, alone, and no family. I would leave me too
theres not a day i dont think about him and it sucks. Ive only gotten so much worse since hes left and i can see it. Its weird i can see things from an outside view like yes im addicted to drugs now, way sadder, a lost soul but i cant stop myself. He made me better.. its been 8 months and hes with the girl i found him with what i would do to eventually start again. I would do everything right, everything..
even tho being with him for 4 years and seeing all my snap memories thought out the years, i still miss him. and the memories were.. well... my crying.. a lot. I knew from the beginning he would leave me. He was way to good for me. though all the cheating and watching him fuck a girl in my bed on my birthday i STILL forgave him. and i still love him. I will never stop. God help me get over this please i cant continue on the way i have been.
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how does this photo make you feel?
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here i am again
well, here i am again. writing about another boy whos continuing to break my heart and treat me like shit. i wish i was able to be single. i dont even know who i am without a boyfriend. i dont think i am anyone important. ive always made friends with my boyfriends friends and never my own.i dont think im mentally strong enough to be alone because thats when i think about suicide. i hate giving my absolute all and expecting the same back yet i get bare minimum, actually less and i just continue to set myself up for failure. i need help and i dont know where to find it.maybe i just need to find it within myself. i think i know what the first step here is. i just cant get myself to do it. im such a fucking loser
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i hope so, i miss you o.k. i will never be the same without u
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That person was never special, it was your love what made that person special
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this.. this right here... :(
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