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Normal

Normal. What even is it? I thought that in trying to be normal I was doing the right thing. Never would I imagine that the ‘normal’ or ‘right’ thing could be wrong. Why is it always me, though? I’m certainly not the only person who’s done this. But I’m the only one who’s wielded negative results, I guess. So I’ll do what I think is ‘wrong’ and shut down. I’ll close myself off and give you space.

 Hopefully it won’t wield the same results as last time.

#juuls vents

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They haven’t messaged me since about 6:15. What did I do? I know I didn’t really do anything, but are they tired of me? I don’t know,,,

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Why am I so unloveable? I don’t get a “Goodnight, I love you” but they do? I don’t see why, in sending me the screenshots of a conversation where you say that to them, why you wouldn’t say the same to me?