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Love your partner in their love language not yours.

Read that again.

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Wordy by aavfvl

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{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}

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can we normalize ignoring people until you're in a good mood

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Love your partner in their love language not yours.

Read that again.

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“And if there’s something that I’ve learned this year, it’s this: When you truly love something, you choose it over anything else. No matter what the world will say to make you look the other way you choose it and you choose it ferociously. And then you see where life will take you from there.”

— Juansen Dizon, The Year of Love

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gentle reminder: you are very capable and I’m excited for your future

slightly less gentle reminder: you do have to work for it

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High Quality Twice Fanfics Part 2

*disabilities = where mental/physical impediments are a central part of the story

Multi-Chapter

Ongoing

the red tape by twicetastic (sanayeon) 

jasminum sambac by twiceisdaebak (michaeng)

after midnight by gyoonim (namo) (misahyo)

friends by smartchoice (namo)

happenstance love by parzephyr (mimo)

out of nowhere, you came along by iloveyouminari (mimo)

in the dark by writtenwithchai (saida) (disabilities) (a must read)

stay by latteralpine (samo) (disabilities)

beauty behind the specs by summerskai (mimo)

Complete

ozone by gingermina (twice group/multi-ship)

she is by sfsummers (saida)

the only time (that i’d ever call you mine) by lightwavesurfer (mimo)

that specific girl in the library by somedummyaccount (jeonghyo) (a must read)

parking tickets are better than lottery tickets by svenska_fiskar (mimo) (a must read)

ecstasy by chaeyvungs (michaeng) (disabilities)

Oneshots

right in front of you by Panda_00 (dahmo)

mimo: unmendable by soneforever11 (mimo)

the last straw by gayshookt (dahmo)

our secret by chewychoco14 (mitzu)

momo’s secret by mijimo (mimo) (jeonghyo)

booth girl by twicerraticfics (2yeon)

deny by littlepenguin_ (saida)

a life with love by nana-san (3mix)

cuddles (satzu collection) by effwai (satzu)

awkward by 4withmoon (mitzu)

just artist things by swagaybaggay (samo)

home is where the heart is by twicetastic (samo)

like lightning by niigoki (namo)

forza by raccooneyednerd  (mimo) (disabilities)

views by raccooneyednerd (mimo) (disabilities) (a must read)

too the moon by niigoki (namo) (a must read)

twice one-shots by foolmetwice (multi-ship) ( disabilities)

Smut (& smut + plot)

off the record by iloveyouminari (mimo)

castillo de cristal by raccooneyednerd (jitzu)

coffee games by annascup (mimo)

whispers to the wind (shouts from the mountain tops) by inuzukamingyu (mihyo)

you give me warmth by littledreamer (sanayeon)

a wet & wild winter by twicerraticfics (sanayeon)

nayeon’s secret fantasy (minayeon) (fave)

girls by sugarrushqueen (multi-ship) (multifandom oneshots)

just ask by kls_09 (najeongsa)

lover’s discovery by wolf_puppy (misamo)

sex, cigarettes, and you by s00younghello (minayeon) (disabilities) (fave)

in the library by darksky (michaeng)

craving for something sweet by seonkjin (saida)

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when you're in that sweet spot of song hyperfixation where it's fresh enough you're not at all sick of it yet and you find new parts of it to make you excited but it's familiar enough that you're in the swing of it and it can be background music if you want>>>

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I read somewhere that "When you choose a life partner you're choosing your eating companion for about 20,000 meals, your travel companion for about 70 vacations, your retirement friend, career therapist, & someone whose day you'll hear about 18,000 times" and I really can't stress this enough.

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words i wish were written for me, part 2.

“You are the knife I turn inside myself; that is love. That, my dear, is love.”

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

“I think you’re a fairy tale. I think you’re magical, and brave, and exquisite. And I hope you'll let me be in your story.”

— Laini Taylor, Strange the Dreamer

“He stepped down, trying not to look long at her, as if she were the sun, yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking.”

— Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina

“I was thinkin' about who you are

Your delicate point of view, I

Was thinkin' about you”

— Harry Styles, From “Little Freak” from Harry’s House

“But in a solitary life, there are rare moments when another soul dips near yours, as stars once a year brush the earth. Such a constellation was he to me.”

— Madeline Miller, Circe

“Come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream.”

— Euripides

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One day will be the last (I don't want to say goodbye to you)

I know that one day it will be the last time I see you, and that there will be a day I will talk to you for the last time. And, Lord, I pray that day comes later than I fear it will.

Part of me hopes that I don't realize it at the time, because I don't know how to say goodbye to you forever. And I don't know how to cope with the fact that I can't tell you that I loved you, I do love you, and will love you. I already know that no goodbye is worse than the 'I love you, but we will never see each other again' goodbye.

Walking away from a friend who you would rather walk with tears you in half because half of your heart stays with them and the other half goes with you. I've had to do it before, and it breaks me. I don't want to do it anymore. I'm tired of having to leave friends behind to move on with life. I don't want to walk away from people I love. I don't want to live the rest of my life missing you.

And I'm so glad we met, I will cherish our friendship for the rest of my life. The memory of you will always be a treasure to me. And even if we only get a short time together, I will always be glad for it.

But if I could wish on that star and have it come true, I would want to see you every day for the rest of my life. I would want that even if you never loved me back. And even if we never fell in love, I would want to see you, and be in your life and you in mine, for the rest of our time.

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words i wish were written for me

Including book quotes, poetry, song lyrics and everything in between, these are some of the words that make my soul wish someone cared about me so much they would write this. 

“Because you are the only person I can talk with about the shade of a cloud, about the song of a thought — and about how, when I went out to work today and looked a tall sunflower in the face, it smiled at me with all of its seeds.”

– Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Vera

“My mouth hasn’t shut up about you since you kissed it. The idea that you may kiss it again is stuck in my brain, which hasn’t stopped thinking about you since, well, before any kiss. And now the prospect of those kisses seems to wind me like when you slip on the stairs and one of the steps hits you in the middle of the back. The notion of them continuing for what is traditionally terrifying forever excites me to an unfamiliar degree.” 

– Alex Turner’s Letter to Alexa Chung

“And I’d give up forever to touch you / ‘Cause I know that you feel me somehow / You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be / And I don’t want to go home right now.” 

– From the song “Iris” by The Goo Goo Dolls

“I’m not a religious person, but I do sometimes think God made you for me.” 

– Sally Rooney, Normal People

“It is late now, I am a bit tired; the sky is irritated by stars. And I love you, I love you, I love you – and perhaps this is how the whole enormous world, shining all over, can be created – out of five vowels and three consonants.”

– Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Vera

“I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.”

– Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles

“If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.”

– Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

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for what it’s worth, i love you.

i love you in every way, everywhere.

i love you when the sun rises and the light settles gently upon your cheeks

i love you as the earth turns and the sound of your laugh wraps around my head

i love you when the world is shaking and stars are falling, and we’re both on our knees, defeated.

i love you when the tears mix with the blood and the last thing i feel is your lips against mine

i love you when the end credits play, when the first note of a song rushes through the air.

i love you when my bare feet hi the ground, when i can feel the grass under my fingertips.

i love you when the he clouds are dark and i can’t see the moon.

i love you when the ocean is louder than my thoughts, and when the tide pulls away again.

i love you when the earth titles and heaven sings.

i love you when the wings on my back break, and i love you when the halo above your head falls.

i love you on earth, i love you amongst the stars.

i’ll love you with my last breath, i’ll love you when i whisper goodbye. i’ll love you forever.

for what it’s worth, i love you.

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That one line of Hozier " I'd burn every soul I knew if I thought the fire was warming you" but not in a toxic kinda way,

In Achilles' love for patroclus kinda way

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i love you

i want to be inconvenienced by you. i want to wait for you, i want to hold your things while you do something else, i want to make adjustments to my plans to make space for you.

someone at your side who takes up no space and has no needs of their own is not a person, but a shadow.

i don't want a shadow, i want you. i want my life to be altered by your presence in it. please, inconvenience me.

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“She was the third beer. Not the first one, which the throat receives with almost tearful gratitude; nor the second, that confirms and extends the pleasure of the first. But the third, the one you drink because it's there, because it can't hurt, and because what difference does it make?”

—Toni Morrison, Song of Solomon