I didn't know what I was doing to myself before, but now that I've started slipping back into a better sleep schedule, I feel...new.
Health-wise, this should be very good for me.
Today I did some homework that we assigned to the students (I do what they do when they're assigned to do it) and got some chores done. Today was also my massage day, so that was lovely.
I'm not entirely sure what is around the corner for me, but I'm ready to take this day by day.
Whatever streams I missed, I'm sorry. Once I figure out the rhythm of teaching, maybe I can work out a better schedule for those. EMT school has been extremely fun to teach so far, but it's also only the first week and it's also exhausting to the max.
So. You know.
Plus we're dealing with the transition to first response, and it's all so...very. It's just "very."
I'm going to do whatever relaxing I can this weekend in between appointments.
I'm cancelling Netflix/a [bleep]ton of other things (for the $avings), signing the new lease (an extra grand a month...), and living my life with too much space and too much time spent at work (to afford the space).
But it will be for cHaRAcTer DevELopMeNt.
Text now or forever hold your peace because I'm ready to pull the trigger on this, God help me.
Disappointing, really. No twists or turns, just a straightforward plot and resolution. Kinda lame that they tagged in the fame of The Firm, because it would've done just as fine (or not) without it.
This thing that I may have thought a challenge or a setback may turn out to be the greatest opportunity I've had in years. Not an easy one, mind you, but a great one.
I'm processing.
I'm so glad that I've learned, if nothing else, to stop myself from reacting impulsively when heavy things get dropped on me. I never see the opportunity at first, always the scary parts.