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refuse to call myself a sub because strict power dynamics are passé. if you call me a brat I'm going to drill a hole in your skull. I need someone to instil the fear of god in me and then we need to violently torture each other. hope this helps !

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really wish humans could fight each other without doing irreparable damage to our bodies

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my brain has something like an in-game stress meter for not getting roughed up

someone doesn't hit me or vice versa for two weeks and I start throwing rocks at cats

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wanting to receive pain because you think you deserve it/its part of some punishment/done as atonement: trite, boring, weenie hut junior

wanting to receive pain because it reconnects synapses in your brain to feel like how I imagine injecting pure cocaine feels: hot, trendy, all the cool kids are doing it

#dont iv drugs #instead #get hit in the face hard enough to go back in time and do lines of that pure late 70s clean flaky coke in studio 54 with john waters #extreme sensory seeking autistic who cant find his fidget cube and now has to shoot something at point blank range

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ticked this off the bucket list

I need to be covered in blood while smoking a cigarette

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I want a painsub that doesn’t want sex. Uninterested, repulsed, really into denial, maybe getting their fuck-kicks elsewhere. Don’t care, doesn’t matter to me, the point is I want someone I can beat and torment and kiss better but who would never ask me some silly shit like “aren’t you gonna fuck me now” or “will you please make me cum”. Someone who truly finds purpose in enduring what I dish out, in being a punching bag, the object of my violent urges, my own squirming crying stress relief toy. I want to see the fear in someone’s eyes when we both know this isn’t the foreplay, this is the intimacy. Your blood isn’t a means to an end, it’s the point. Your pain isn’t a side effect, it’s the whole goddamn reason I’m looking at you. Your crying doesn’t turn me on, it finishes me off. I need someone I can fuck up without fucking.

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help, I'm getting killed with hammers

yeowch!

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cover me in blood and feed me to the trannys

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i would like to abuse substances and get hit so hard i get scared

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do you ever just wish somebody would violently beat the living fuck out of you

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Are you a squirter?

If you cut the right artery.

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if your obsession with me isn't violent and homicidal then don't waste your time

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you are not a “sadist” for wanting your girlfriend to be completely obedient and wear a pink collar from dolls kill you are a normal porn addicted man with emotional issues

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i literally dont want to be held or have my hair played with or whatever no more tenderyearningcore gay shit. i want someone to stab me.

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i endorse homicide cannibalism self harm stalking suicide you name it

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anyone else who likes pain and indulges in it regularly, do you also experience it as kind of a white hot sensation in your head and behind your eyes ? kind of like in a movie if someone is near an explosion when it goes off. especially after being slapped in the face really hard