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#my baby tom I am missing you #so much it still hurts like literally :(

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if someone told me my blood smelled and tasted good i would be over the moon. this is on account of my nature

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this is like a few months old thing, but yeahhh she fell for a boy and she still doesn’t know what to do about it.

she is me. :))

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studio ghibli romances be like mmm what if we didn’t kiss, but instead both spiritually matured as people because we met each other

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i am so delusional but like i know whats going on

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i am going to fetishize kinds of men you’ve only seen in your peripheral vision at the grocery store

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new alignment chart just dropped

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Cecil Castellucci, First Day on Earth

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   — Susan Sontag, Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1964

[text ID: I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it.]

#yesss #if I can be at my own pace then why wait when I get to decide what I should do next

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I think I keep waiting to start. There's a lot of books, recipes, changes, movies, etc that I want to be giving time and energy to but I have been feeling in a rut and like something needs to kick start it and that's such a trap! The time is always now. It's always start today. It's so easy to fall into waiting...

#I'm going to start things today I swear #I've been meaning to for a long time especially when I had an excessively long break from what I was supposed to be doing in the meantime #and I think I should just start right away #well after I've saw this as a sign

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really sucks that things don't get done unless you do them

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have u ever had a depersonalization moment when you look at yourself in the mirror and think wow this person is me and i have this body and this life and everything feels so strange why am i me and not someone else

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Sometimes it is your fault.. Sometimes you don’t listen well enough, you’re selfish, you’re rude and you aren’t always right. Sometimes you fucked it up and tbh that’s okay. It happens, learn from it, apologize and keep it moving. Just because you fucked up doesn’t mean you’re a bad person. Don’t dwell on it

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— Fiona Apple

#the fact that this is what I do for other people... but like I don't really expect them to reciprocate #but it would be nice if they did :)

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Always in a constant state of "hmm maybe I wasn't as normal in that conversation as I thought I was"

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unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)