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Sue Zhao

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Play me a tango

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Sue Zhao

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FEARLESS

Taylor’s Version

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💛💛

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Sue Zhao // Dialogues on Love #4 // “Maybe I already do”

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“In my dreams I am kissing your mouth and you’re whispering ‘where have you been?’ I say, ‘I’ve been lost but I’m here now. You’re the only person who has ever been able to find me.’”

— Sue Zhao

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oh to be called "my love" by your favourite person in the whole world

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I wanted him to be right for me so, so badly. And the truth is we could have forced it. But I decided I didn’t want something I have to force when there are things out there that will come straight to me and want to stay. And I still think about him and check in on him and he still has everything on paper, but it doesn’t matter how much of a perfect fit it was in my head when he was standing right in front of me and something felt missing.

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I thought you were so mature when I met you because we were 18 and you liked pistachio ice cream and you smoked cigarettes. And I thought, “what are the chances you’d like someone like me?” And you never did. And a few months ago, ten years later, I met someone who spends his summers in the Hamptons and buys real estate as a hobby and I thought, “he’s so accomplished, why would he ever like me?” And it turns out he never actually did either, at least not enough to make it real. Then I got drunk one night and I texted him and I asked him why I wasn’t good enough and he said that I was. He liked me all along, I just refused to see it. I was the one who decided I wasn’t enough. Sometimes we actually can’t see things that are so obviously right in front of us because we feel we don’t deserve them. And all I could think about was how different my life would have been if I realized that at the ice cream parlor ten years ago.

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