starstarvingforever

[starstarvingforever]

okay!

i said i wanted to start blogging, so i might just start.

as a cute little intro: ive always struggled with my body, hating how i looked and felt. ive been on and off restrict and binge for two years i think. idk if i have e.d. but ik that i am mentally ill, not sure exactly what but yk!

i am very pro-recovery, i think people should reach out for help as often as possible and put effort into recovering, but i dont think ive gotten ‘bad enough’ to deserve the stuff that comes with recovering. mind you i think that at any stage people are worthy of recovering, even if it is just thoughts in your head and you aren’t acting on it, try to get better!! just not me, because idk its weird.

i like cats but like dogs more, i play a few sports and eat vegetarian (when i do eat lol). i am still in school, my grades are pretty good. i am an immigrant in the country i am in. orange is my favourite colour, but green, pink, and white are what i use more. i also like music, a lot.

don’t try to convince me to recover, i will one day, but not yet.

i binge a lot and need somewhere to keep myself accountable, so that’s here for me!

i want to loose at least 4kj before the 17th of April, so that gives me sixteen days. i currently have a headache.

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[starstarvingforever]

these pics pay no rent to my brain