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okay but seriously, i didn’t do it .

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Fire skies

Valle de Aconcagua, Los Andes, Chile.

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i identify as an inconvenience to the world

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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS?

Rules: please repost, don’t reblog! Bold and italicize what applies accordingly.

ANGER: jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts

JOY: easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy

SADNESS: crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better

EMBARRASSMENT/SHAME: blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate

GUILT: avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others

FEAR/ANXIETY: trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn

tagged by: @mercyprevaild​ (ty <3!)

tagging: anyone who sees this!

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“ get out — i said — get out ! run ! ”

Young blue eyes stared until tears started to prick the corners of his lashes. He couldn’t move. No matter how much his dad actually shouted at him to get out. Carl’s legs were stiff as a board. He wanted to help those people. He didn’t want to leave, or be the cowards who ran. This time, it wasn’t Carl’s fault. If that kid hadn’t wailed like a baby maybe the walkers wouldn’t have attacked in a freaking horde of tens, twenties, even. Shit, there was a lot. This supply run had gone to hell in a matter of seconds.

“Dad,” Carl twisted behind him to look at his father. “We have to help them! We can’t just leave them,” Carl reached out and grabbed onto Rick’s arm. “What if they have a family, too?” Pleading eyes focused on his dad’s own blue eyes.

In truth though, there were too many of them for he and his dad to fight off.

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"I never believed in heroes because they never made sense to me."

Carl looks up from the gun he’s cleaning when he hears the other beside him. “Guess it depends on what kinda heroes you’re talkin’ about,” the young teen murmured with a light shrug before he looks back down to his handgun. “Batman makes sense. Even Superman. But the Flash, or the Hulk. . . not realistic.” Carl gives off a shrug again. And then, he sighs. “Bruce Wayne’s a regular guy. Hell, my dad could be Batman. Or even Green Arrow. . . Iron Man. They’re literally regular guys fighting for justice in their city. Okay, Superman’s a stretch, but still, way more believable than Green Lantern or Captain America.” Reaching up, Carl repositions his father’s sheriff hat.

#noblecide #(x. answered

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the path of a hero.

“ this is my duty. this is what i was made for. ”

“ indestructible is just another word for ‘see if you can find my flaw’.”

“ i wanna be brave. ”

“ i’m going to handle this, leave it to me. ”

“ see, this is the part where the hero usually comes in. ”

“ leave it to me. ”

“ get yourselves out of here, i’ll distract them !”

“ you need to listen to me. my every command. ”

“ if i tell you to run, you run. you run and you never look back. ”

“ what are you — doing — ”

“ you need to trust me on this one. ”

“ (name), if you had a chance to redo anything in your life… what would it be? ”

“ you lied ! you’re no hero ! you’re a heartless, selfish killer! ”

“ i never believed in heroes, because they never made sense to me. ”

“ heroes are a waste of time and breath. ”

“ you’re no hero. ”

“ you’ll know a hero the day you see one. ”

“ why do you keep calling me that? a hero? i don’t even know what that means. ”

“ either you live lo— no wait, that makes no sense. ”

“ (name), get out of here. ”

“ get out — i said — get out ! run ! ”

“ you’re — you’re bleeding —”

“ no … n-no ! this — this wasn’t supposed to happen! ”

“ is this a part of your plan !?”

“ your plan makes no sense !”

“  i wanted… to protect them… to protect you… ”

“ what made you do this !? ”

“ it’s my turn now. my turn to be the hero. ”

“ you can’t — no ! wait ! you can’t do that ! ”

“ are you crazy !? you could’ve died out there, you could ha — (name) …? ”

“ (name)… god… no… no! ”

“ (name) can you hear me !? please — please! ”

#memes

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Emily Kinney, Chandler Riggs and Lauren Cohan attend AMC’s ‘The Walking Dead’ panel during Comic-Con International 2014

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Between terror and rage, I chose rage.

Lidia Yuknavitch, from The Chronology of Water: A Memoir

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" no. hey, you listening? i said no. "

Of course he was listening, in fact, he heard his dad loud and clear, Carl just wasn’t in the mood to actually pay attention to his old man today. It wasn’t that he woke up cranky, because he didn’t. He in fact had a good day, until about fifteen minutes ago when his father decided to yell at him. “That’s great, Dad. You said no,” the young teenager muttered. “What else would you say? That’s your favorite word with me lately, isn’t it?! No, Carl don’t do this, no Carl, you can’t go alone! I’m tired of you thinking I can’t do anything!” He shouts, shoving his dad with as much might as the young teen had in him, the anger boiling under his skin, tears of anger pressing at the corners of his eyes.

“It’s not fair!”

#mercyprevaild #sooooo this turned into its own form of angst #I wasn’t going there but Carl does what he wants #lmaoooo

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gruff and confused parent prompts.

y'all asked for gruff father prompts a long time ago. and i, a whole simp for this trope, sat down and watched str.anger th.ings, the mand/alorian, and i read a LOAD of fanfics in which grumpy people are unexpectedly thrust into the world of parenthood, so i hope these match your expectations!! ily all, have a wonderful day, and unclench your jaw!

to the child/grown child.

" oh jesus, what the hell are you doing? "

" no. hey, you listening? i said no. "

" believe it or not, kiddo, i'm doing this for your own good. "

" ah, hell... fine. we'll do it. just quit pouting. "

" what part of "stay put" didn't make sense to you? "

" look, kid, i... i know i'm not doing any of this right. my best just isn't enough. but do you think you could cut me a little slack? "

" what the hell made you think i'd let you do that? "

" i can't handle you after a bag of jelly beans, i sure as hell won't be testing the theory with espresso shots. "

" you know you're grounded, right? "

" look, if... if you're good, we'll stop and grab some ice cream on the way home. how does that sound? "

" we're not having chicken nuggets again, pick something that's at least a little bit healthy. "

" damn. i must be a terrible cook, i thought kids ate damn near everything... "

" hey, stop arguing, it's not gonna happen. "

" jesus, you have any idea how worried i was?! "

" green skittles don't count as your five a day. "

" ketchup's a vegetable, isn't it? "

" quit kicking me! hey! i get it! i'm not the parent of the year! but i'm all you got. so calm down, alright? "

" jeez, kid... i-i'm sorry. i didn't mean to yell. you just... i didn't know where you were. "

" you remind me of my son/daughter/kid. "

" hey, hey, hey... easy, now, it's alright... i got you. it was just a nightmare, son/sweetheart/kiddo. it's okay... "

about the child/grown child.

" the kid's with me. "

" shit... i have no idea how to look after them. "

" i'm just glad there's no diapers involved... "

" well. i'm not winning any parent of the year awards, let's put it that way. "

" i don't know how the hell to be a decent parent to this kid! "

" who are we kidding? this kid has the worst luck in the world to get stuck with me as a parent. "

" i'm definitely landing them with a long future in therapy, that's for sure. "

" i can barely look after myself, forget about an infant! "

" look. i might not be what this kid deserves. but i'll be damned if i'm not gonna stick by them until someone better comes along. "

" eh. i don't know. i like to think i'm doing a better job than my dad/mom/parent. "

" i've only known them a little while, and... and i honestly can't tell you what i'd do if anything happened to them. "

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Things the RPC needs more of: Mentor/parental relationships between muses. And not just “mom friend” and literal family relations.

A muse who is in no way related to another, taking someone under their wing and teaching/caring for them.

And I want this for more than just child muses. Just because you’re an adult doesn’t mean you don’t still need guidance or a shoulder to lean on.

#if only Carl woulda had that with Negan

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DC aesthetics ➝ Core four batboys as civilians.

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What, from the bottom of my heart, the hell?!

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