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you think you can hurt my feelings? lol you should hear the way i talk to myself on a daily basis.

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You know it’s getting bad when all the days start blending together and nothing brings you any joy anymore

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The sad part is when you know you're getting worse again and you can't do anything about it.

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You know it’s getting bad when all the days start blending together and nothing brings you any joy anymore

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I get really quiet, when my mind is too loud.

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Blythe Baird, from If My Body Could Speak; “Concerns from a hot-boxed jeep”

[Text ID: “How do I stop / carrying everything / that had ever / happened to me?”]

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Eileen Myles, from “Smile,” in I Must Be Living Twice [ID in alt text]

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I gave you the signs, so don't be shocked when I die.

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“I have thoughts in my head that can never be spoken.”

They’re destroying me

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Maybe if I cut myself I’ll feel better

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"it's all in your head"

yeah, THAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM

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Trying to stay alive is how I really spend my time.