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straightjacket111 · 2 days
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i hate love. because of u. and i still do love you and i hate that.
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straightjacket111 · 2 days
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i love you. but idt i can love you anymore. after everything that happen. ofcos i blamed it on me . but it wasnt js me but u too. i am never perfect for u . and thats only reason that i know that i cud nvr be w u anymore. im not in a great shape. im always insecure. crying. soft. and everything else. i did everything i cud im still useless as i am . dying to meet u. dying to text u. js like yest. that i even sacrifce a few cents js to be w u . thats how i love you but idt i cud love you anymore. i hate that i love you. i hate that . bcuz. no matter what. it will never and take two hands to clap. i know my worth . idc if im nit married. idc about love anymore. u showed me love and idw to be in love anymore. my heart has turn different from who i was back then . but thank u for show all the good memories that we had. it hurts more than u think but i hope that u feel same . not to not make u happy. but to know that the feelings was genuine. this is my last time being here . i nvr want to be here anymore. or knkw what u did. or know about ur life anymore. because i hate how much im hurt and in pain right now. and i never . ever want to be w anyone anymore. so thank u everything. and goodbye.
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straightjacket111 · 12 days
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well i indeed enjoy spending time with u once again. and ofcos after everything is all over. tears come running down again . and i cant see myself crying again no more. i still love you. and slowly im seeing myself changing and trying my best to heal. its been almost 1 and a half weeks. and none of my friends was there but u. i knew that i couldnt count on u because after all that shit that happen . but i tried to reach out and u came . and thank u for that. for making me less lonely. for helping me.
ive been hiding alot of my feelings lately and . im trying my best to heal from the past . from wtv happens between us. and i hope that . this healinf period brings us back together , understand each other more, and grow together to become stronger together. ofcos it hurts. being away frrom u . for 4days. 3 days . or more. but like what ppl. distance makes the heart fonder. and i hope that 1 day u will see that i change. to the better me. because of u . im always changing. from the bottom that u pick me up till now, and no one. no one cud ever do that to me to make me change except . i knew everything . my wrongs and everything. and im not gonna lie it makes me hate myself more for the wrongs i did. and ofcos i wan to be better, and other thdn that. ure always my first love . my only one. and no one cud ever get my heart but u. dats why i’m always cmg back to u.
and i’ll pray dat our dreams . and wishes come true in the future . amin.)
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straightjacket111 · 14 days
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the heaviest ive ever felt. and reaching out 1 by 1 . no one was there. no one. it really killing me. no is never there for me.
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straightjacket111 · 23 days
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it gets heavier and heavier every damn day . please just let me die in peace 1 day.
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straightjacket111 · 23 days
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everything feels so heavy.
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straightjacket111 · 26 days
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when will love ever be kind to me.
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straightjacket111 · 26 days
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pain.
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straightjacket111 · 28 days
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i know everything . deep down i know and im hurt.it really does hurt.
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straightjacket111 · 28 days
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i will never be perfect.
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straightjacket111 · 29 days
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if i had two hearts. i would take all your pain and sorrows , to let them mutiply ih my weak body , and would leave you with nothing but a heart filled with happiness and joy.
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straightjacket111 · 30 days
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ive got ntg else to heal the pain. its always getting worst and worst . im tired. i js really wanna die rip right now. im reallu so tired.
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straightjacket111 · 1 month
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everything js numb and hurts.
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straightjacket111 · 1 month
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thats how easy for u to moved on. never was me.
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straightjacket111 · 1 month
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why is it always my fucking fault . why is it always me.
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straightjacket111 · 1 month
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who wud ever fucking appreciate me.
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straightjacket111 · 1 month
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i want forget eveything so bad. im too ficking soft.
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