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Do you enjoy watching me pick out tonsil stones in the mirror??? Or ripping my fuckinng face off

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I lose battles but win wars

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One part of me thinks maybe now I can develop a relationship with my real mom since I feel like I never knew Candace was my mom

Another part feels so betrayed

I was given away, separated from real family, and tortured

I remember her saying she wanted me but Jim said he didn’t want me around? Idk…

Everyone lies to me

Another thing that broke my heart was my brother showing me a picture of them spending time together

So apparently out of all the siblings in the only one isolated from them with no knowledge of their existence and the only one that Candace won’t have a relationship with

Why did she do that to me when I was so young??

I see now she’s been trying to protect me

I can’t help but feel like if she really cared she wouldn’t have given me away

I remember her saying but terry was your dad and Holly is my sister so I thought you’d be okay

Which kinda makes sense but then give them a puppy not a fucking person!!

But no one knew terry and Holly were monsters before giving them a child???? 

I remember Tracy saying everyone knew Holly had anti social personality disorder and thought a baby would make her be nicer…are you stupid that only works when it’s your own kid… well I felt like being around Tyler as a baby made me a lot more patient and kind and he wasn’t mine but I guess that’s how evil Holly is.. she never cared about me and saw me as a burden since Katie was hers, if Katie and I argued when she tortured me she felt like she was defending her kid against a stranger.. I always felt like a stranger in this house growing up

People had to know terry was evil before I was born right???? Right ??? Anyone have any stories of his behavior before I was born?

I love Candace, she never hurt me herself, but I feel like this could’ve been prevented if I wasn’t given away. I don’t want anything to happen to her, I’d like to work towards repairing our relationship since she’s my real mom

Holly even said she was my mom and lied about breastfeeding me wtf

I want to for once live in a house and not feel scared of the person in the other room

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I hope Candace and Steve Gabor and all my siblings except mason are safe

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Are all my siblings okay???

Besides mason….

I love all of them ❤️

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I remember them saying “it’s what we do”

Like it’s a thing in their community to poison people with hormones…

That has to stop and if it has to be in death then so be it

Disgusting monsters…

These hormones need to be outlawed and only given in a hospital and watched by doctors and security

Same for Xanax

Should be illegal to be trans

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I feel like I have a faint memory or Sarah miller protecting me from someone trying to poison me because they were trans

I think this was in highschool

Check all these fucking trans and hermaphrodites going through puberty in high school, they’re using it to poison others… probably everywhere

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I hope my siblings took the time to piss on mila aldrins dead body to further disrespect him :) gross hermaphrodite

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I hate being anywhere near terry

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I’m the joker

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Think I’ll be in an induced coma for a month ?

I don’t want to be in pain or deal with anything…

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I don’t care who the dad is

ALL of irie kids need to die

ALL of them

Anyone who tries to protect the kids dies too

I’m willing to go bankrupt to ensure ALL their deaths

You’re all bad parents

Especially Dave Kim Val Dan….

:(

Evil

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I remember as a kid if someone told terry I was autistic he would get angry “cry” and try to hurt me to force me to not be autistic and do things like force eye contact or beat me

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Just realized the Asian people that did my nails hurt me on purpose in 2019 when I was with Cassidy arriaga

One woman cut me with the clipper so bad I was bleeding in Brentwood/oakley area during pedicure

And at Brentwood mall area the man working was so rough we both thought our nails were going to be ripped off during manicure like he was mad and trying to hurt us and we told him to be gentle but he wouldn’t…

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Why didn’t anyone give me estrogen the past two months ?

You’re all useless worthless disappointments meant the fuck!!!

Every tranny and hermaphrodite that refused to help me gets a fucking bullet in the head, you’re just as bad

If you want me to be nice give me estrogen you dumbasses!!!

Fuck !

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'The Embrace'. Malcolm Liepke. 2015.