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I need someone to help me and protect me no ones here to protect me ik so scared I'm sfe from.no one no one I can trust they all want me for something they all want something from me and no one KS there to protect me it will never stop it will never top it will never stop it never stops happening it never stops happening

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A silly little masterpiece edit made by yours truly

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Damn today I learned that last night my grandmother said when we drive back to my college were gonna die, so she wants us to write our money into our will just for us that's so crazy damn boy how your grandma like that 😭😭😭

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Joke silly yaoi art to balance out my crazy moment

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Comic poem I did about 2 years ago that I’m not too scared to post on main, I found it again today and it reminded me of some good sad times :) even if you feel empty sad and depressed some of those times can be beautiful too guys not every sadness is hateful or life ruining some sadness can be looked back on fondly

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Vent art I’m too scared to post on main

MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING PLS don’t read too much of the text, I just realized there was mention of c*tting so please be careful, again this blog is for me as a diary but I do realize that some ppl decide to follow for whatever reason, and sometimes I do acknowledge your existence but pls don’t follow the things I say or do I do not advise this behavior I just like keeping a diary I can throw into the void of the internet

Smth I loved dearly was ruined for me in a sick way and now seeing it makes me go crazy and ill and it’s all around my room and walls and I think it just adds to the things I hate about myself it’s sad I think

Anyways sorry for scary art I was feeling Kathartic while doing it I can be normal too I promise, this blog just get the worst of me cause I have no outlets

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Also I’m bout to post Emo again cause I feel bad but I will be posting a Scott pilgrim rant cause I watched it like a month ago LMAO and I should prolly talk about smth fun too but I’ll do that when I’m a chipper lil chap

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Wow sorry to the third person that follows this God forsaken blog again, please caution yourself from my cray cray

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Guys lil mow mow is slowly killing me... I grieve him evrryday

At night I get sad about you 😢😢😢😢

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It's ok guys I think I'm just sad and yuripilled

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I'm so sad I feel like puking

But I can't cry at all

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Tbh I think when I'm in my super depression bouts and I feel sad all the time I just channel that into being sad about aki and then I get obsessed about him as a character, it was the same with kaneki and shinji too. Man idk I think instead of thinking of my own feelings I just channel that into being sad about him so I don't have to think about how I'm feeling at all

Like I made this for him, but it's really for me fuck

I don't wanna think about all the reasons I'm sad all the time so I just think about why I'm sad about him idk interesting how ppl work.

Anyways im in class and I'm feeling like this rn and feeling very nauseous and I wanna go home and lay down

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btw

no one cares at all but any csm post I made abt their music taste is not time specific to when they were alive, but ig maybe Ill make playlists that are time accruate and have these as headcanons??? and or I will seperate the playlists by time specificity and at a certain point itll be headcanon

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I wonder why it's hard to remember a feeling even after you've felt it

So you don't remember a time feeling anything

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Scott fucking pilgrim the damn anime ain't even out yet and I KNOW that shit boutta go on the favorites list no comp

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Oh shit mugmegan no longer my only follower🤨🤨🤨 hello r6noob ig God speed cause this blog is insanity and you're new here

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Goddamn I love Al Green