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I'm working on getting this blog set up, and will hopefully be ready to start writing in the next couple of days! Goal for tomorrow is to get the theme set up and a pinned post with mobile info up, and maybe work on my promo too. I shall be here soon, friends!

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( if you haven’t already, feel free to follow me over at the new blog! everything will be slowly moving over there starting this week )

I'm working on getting this blog set up, and will hopefully be ready to start writing in the next couple of days! Goal for tomorrow is to get the theme set up and a pinned post with mobile info up, and maybe work on my promo too. I shall be here soon, friends!

#&chaos mode - ooc #fun fact: I currently have the darkling as a potential muse #and yet have him as my icon #bc i'm obsessed #and also VERY obsessed with six of crows right now #so adding some of them too #at least kaz and probably jesper #maybe nina too

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( Ok so I made the new blog, and I'm working on setting it up over at @etdraconis if you wanna follow me there! )

#&chaos mode - ooc

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Reblog this if you like seeing me on your dash

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( Hello hi i am once again making edits to my muse list bc I have no self control and bc I am now obsessed with the Grisha-verse sooooo expect Alina, the Darkling, Nikolai, and Zoya to all be added to the list soon )

But! Instead of redoing my character directory for the millionth time, I decided to make a Google Site instead and just have everything all in the one website. I’ll share the link once I get it finished! )

#&chaos mode - ooc #also probably kaz brekker #but idk if i can do him justice #i just love him so much tho #also lowkey thinking about doing a complete restart on my blog??? #I'll probably keep a lot of threads #but will be messaging people to see if they want to continue them #we'll see

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example of a tall person being an asshole

#&musings/Callum #&musings/Kenton #for both of these it is entirely directed at their sister #and lea punches them for it #&musings/Aedion #aedion at aelin and lysandra both #&musings/Hunt #at Bryce

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BENEDICT BRIDGERTON S1 + waistcoats

#&gallery/Callum

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@naturecall asked: ❝  i need you in my life.  i’m not used to that—  needing people.  but i do need you.  ❞ (Rhiannon to Cullen) // From x

Cullen's breath caught in his throat as he stared at Rhiannon in surprise. He hadn't expected to hear anything like this from the Inquisitor. Of course, he felt that same way about her, but hadn't been ready to admit it. Their relationship was still so new, so fragile. He hadn't even been sure if they could even define it yet as a relationship. They had kept everything between them so casual since they first started sleeping together. He wasn't entirely sure when the connection had grown into something so much more.

"Rhia..." he said quietly, reaching for her. His hand cupped her cheek gently as he smiled at her, leaning in for a kiss. "I need you in my life too. More than I have ever needed anyone before. You are so important to me and I would do anything for you. And to hear that you need me too... It makes me so happy to know that."

#(inquisitioncommander)&Cullen Rutherford #&shipping - {Cullen&Rhia}[naturecall]

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♡  SPICY  ACTION  PROMPTS  ;

send a word for a starter !  add a ♡ to reverse the role !  or add a + for the action to be more harsh/aggressive, for those who are interested !  you’re welcome to specify body parts where it’s ambiguous. feel free to strike out the ones you’re uninterested in when reblogging ! ( all prompts are within a spicy setting, either during sex, or leading up to it, etc. ) 

please don’t use for taboo subjects !! thank you ♡

[  BEG ] ;  the sender begs the receiver to touch them. 

[  BEHIND  ] ;  the sender takes the receiver from behind.

[  BITE  ] ;  the sender bites the receiver somewhere on their body. 

[  BONDAGE  ] ;  the sender ties the receiver up.

[  CHOKE  ] ;  the sender chokes the receiver. 

[  COLLAR  ] ;  the sender puts a collar on the receiver.

[  CUT  ] ;  the sender cuts the underwear off the receiver.

[  DEGRADE  ] ;  the sender degrades the receiver.

[  DENY  ] ;  the sender denies the receivers orgasm. 

[  DOUBLE  ] ;  the sender penetrates the receiver with two objects/toys/etc.

[  EAR  ]  ;  the sender bites the receiver’s earlobe.

[  GAG  ] ;  the sender gags the receiver. 

[ GROPE ] ; the sender gropes the receivers breasts or crotch.

[  HICKEY  ] ;  the sender gives the receiver a hickey somewhere on their body.

[  HUMILIATE  ] ;  the sender humiliates the receiver. 

[  KITTEN  ] ;  the sender calls the receiver ‘kitten’.

[  KISS  ] ;  the sender kisses the receiver somewhere on their body.

[  KNIFE  ] ;  the sender holds a knife to the receivers neck.

[  MASTURBATE  ] ; the sender catches the receiver masturbating.

[  MORNING  ] ;  the sender wakes the receiver up with sex. 

[  MOUTH  ] ;  the sender slides their fingers into the receivers mouth. 

[  ORAL  ] ;  the sender performs oral on the receiver.

[  PET  NAME  ] ;  the sender calls the receiver a cute pet name during sex.

[  PIN  ] ;  the sender pins the receiver against the wall.

[  PRAISE  ] ;  the sender praises the receiver.  

[  PUBLIC  ] ;  the sender touches the receiver in public.   

[  PULL  ] ;  the sender pulls the receivers hair.  

[  PUPPY  ] ;  the sender calls the receiver ‘puppy’.

[  RIM  ] ;  the sender gives the receiver a rimjob. 

[  SCRATCH ] ;  the sender scratches the receivers back.

[  SLAP  ] ;  the sender slaps the receivers face.

[  SPIT ] ;  the sender spits in the receivers mouth / on the receivers face. 

[  SMACK  ] ;  the sender playfully smacks the receivers ass.  

[  SOFA  ] ;  the sender hurriedly takes the receiver to the sofa. 

[  SPANK  ] ;  the sender spanks the receiver. 

[  SQUEEZE  ] ; the sender squeezes a body part of the receiver. 

[  STRADDLE  ] ; the sender straddles the receivers lap. 

[  STRAP  ] ;  the sender presents the receiver with a strap-on. 

[  TIE  ] ;  the sender ties the receivers hands together using an article of clothing.

[  TOY  ] ;  the sender uses a sex toy on the receiver.  

[  WHIP  ] ;  the sender whips the receiver. 

#rp memes #nsfw

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#&musings/Evelyn #&musings/Vara #&musings/Claire #&musings/Darcy #&musings/Rosalie #&musing/Amara #&musings/Lauryl

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( why am I awake at 2am still when I’ve been going to be at 11 every night?? I was just getting back on a normal sleep schedule don’t tell me being back “home” has fucked me up again Ew.

Anyway, I’m refusing to leave my house if I can help it tomorrow, bc I live in a damn tourist town and Labor Day is a bitch here. So I’m gonna be around for rp hopefully, and gonna try to get some of the asks I have done! )

#chaos mode &ooc #I’m also finishing the second shadow and bone book tomorrow #bc I only have like #150 pages left #and my mom is probably gonna be gone #so I’ll have peace and quiet

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( the way that I’m on the verge of my third breakdown of the day, not to mention in excruciating pain bc my hand was not happy about me driving two days straight. Totally great. Love this for me. )

#chaos mode &ooc #and my brain also says ‘no talking about it’ #whenever anyone tells me i can vent to them #like I feel like I can talk to anyone right now #bc then I’ll feel like I’m complaining #and ignoring my friends’ problems #I just want to cuddle with my dog #but I still have 72 miles before I’m ‘home’ #even tho it doesn’t feel like home anymore and I’m dreading going back to it

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@cxnvenit asked: " ❛ what, am i not allowed to look at you? ❜ // to Declan from Dorian "

A light flush crossed Declan's cheeks as he glanced away from Dorian. There was something about the mage that always caused that reaction from him. He still wasn't entirely sure how he felt about it, either. But when he had caught Dorian staring at him, it had surprised him and he had snapped about it. He felt a little bad about it - only a little. Why had he been looking at him like that anyway?

"I didn't say you couldn't look at me," he told him, keeping his gaze anywhere except for the man. "I just told you not to look at me like that. It's... weird. Why were you even staring at me anyway? What if we were attacked while you were busy watching me? Do you think I would just protect you?"

He would have, though. Declan didn't even need to think about that. Sure Dorian knew how to take care of himself very well; all of his companions did. But that didn't mean Dec wasn't going to be jumping in front of them the second they were attacked. He was sure none of them really liked him much, but he thought of them as his friends and he wasn't going to let any of them get hurt.

#(magehunter)&declan trevelyan

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EXTENSIVE SCAR RELATED PROMPTS 

GENERAL 

[ TOUCH ]  for sender to trace one of receiver’s scars 

[ TOUCHED ]  for receiver to trace one of sender’s scars

[ DISCOVER ]  for sender to see receiver’s scars for the first time 

[ DISCOVERED ]  for receiver to see sender’s scars for the first time 

[ CARESS ]  for sender to kiss one of receiver’s scars 

[ CARESSED ]  for receiver to kiss one of sender’s scars

[ SHOW ]  for sender to purposefully reveal their scars for receiver to see 

[ SHOWN ]  for receiver to purposefully reveal their scars for sender to see 

SCENARIOS

[ MEND ]  for sender to treat receiver’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

[ MENDED ]  for receiver to treat sender’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

[ BLUNDER ]  for sender to walk in on receiver in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time

[ BLUNDERED ]  for receiver to walk in on sender in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time 

[ KISS ]  our muses are having sex for the first time which then reveals sender’s scars to receiver 

[ KISSED ]  our muses are having sex for the first time which then reveals receiver’s scars to sender 

[ BATHE ]  our muses take a shower together and sender looks over receiver’s scars 

[ BATHED ]  our muses take a shower together and receiver looks over sender’s scars. 

WORDS

❝  your scars are nothing to be ashamed of.  ❞

❝  why do you hide your scars?  ❞

❝  i see every mark as something to be proud of,  proof of all i survived.  ❞

❝  can i ask what happened here—  how did you get this one?  ❞

❝  sometimes i get these phantom pains i guess you could say.  little aches and i find them oddly comforting.  because my soul still hurts even if my body is healed.  ❞

❝  i wish i could get rid of my scars.  they’re just reminders of everything i want to forget.  ❞

❝  is it alright if i touch this scar?  ❞

❝  it’s okay—  you can touch it if you want.  doesn’t hurt anymore.  ❞

❝  please don’t touch it.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to tell me how you got it.  i just wanted to see.  ❞

❝  looks worse than it was.  ❞

❝  i want to kill every person responsible for leaving you scarred. ❞

❝  i made sure the people who left marks on me wouldn’t get the chance to do it again.  ❞

❝  woah—  what the hell happened there? ❞

❝  you don’t have to hide them around me.  the scars are just part of who you are.  and i like all of what i see.  ❞

❝  i don’t really like letting people see them.  ❞

❝  it’s okay—  honestly i forget they’re there most of the time.  ❞

#rp memes

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some flirty memes

CHEESY

“  like my shirt?  it’s made with boyfriend/girlfriend material.  ”

“  do you like raisins?  how would you feel about a date?  ”

“  if i could rearrange the alphabet i’d put ‘u’ and ‘i’ together.  ”

“ are you a parking ticket? ‘cause you’ve got fine written all over you.  ”

“ tell me,  do you believe in love at first sight?  or should i walk by you again?  ”

“ it’s a good thing i have my library card ‘cause i’m checkin’ you out.  ” 

“  i was feeling a little off today but you’ve turned me on again.  ”

“  any chance you have an extra heart? mine’s been stolen.  ”

“  they say nothing lasts forever so— wanna be my nothing? ”

“  could you help me?  i think there’s something wrong with my phone.  see,  it doesn’t have your number in it.  ”

“  someone better call god.  looks like he’s missing his prettiest angel.  ”

“  you must be so exhausted from running through my mind all night.  ”

“  did the sun just come out? oh no,  that’s just your smile.  ”

“  if you were a vegetable you’d be a cute-cumber.  ”

“  i was wondering if you’re an artist because you’re definitely drawing me in.  ”

“  would you help me hold this it’s really heavy— ”  *offers out hand*

“  you know.  that does look good on you.  but i think it’d look better on my floor.  ”

SINCERE 

“  you’re the most captivating person i’ve ever met.  ”

“  i dunno what it is about you…you just.  you’re like a sun.  you make everything so warm and bright.  ” 

“  i swear you have the most beautiful smile i’ve ever seen.  ”

“  i swear you have the most handsome smile i’ve ever seen.  ”

“  you’ve never looked more ravishing.  ”

“  is that a new dress?  i like it.  looks wonderful on you.  ”

“  is that a new suit?  i like it.  looks wonderful on you.  ”

“  i like it when you wear that.  ”

“  here,  i got you some flowers.  your favorites.  ”

“  wow—  that is definitely your color.  ”

“  are you sure you’re not hiding wings and a halo around here somewhere?  ”

“  i don’t think there’s a person in the world who compares to you.  ”

“  you have my full attention.  you always do.  ” 

“ don’t you know?  i’ll always come when you call.  ”

“  i’ll be waiting.  when you’re ready to admit you want me.  ”

“  sorry— i don’t mean to stare.  you just look…radiant.  ”

“  come on,  just one drink?  ”

“  tell me,  your perfect date.  anything you’d like.  nothing out of the question.  i’ll do it. i’ll make it a night you never forget.  ”

“  if you give me a chance,  i’ll treat you the way you’ve always deserved.  ”

“  if you let me hold your heart i promise to be gentle with it.  ”

“  see that’s the problem,  you’ve already got my heart.  i just hope i get to have yours too.  ”

“  oh,  i’ll always be waiting for you.  ”

“  i just feel drawn to you.  can’t really explain it.  ”

“  why do you keep looking at me like that?  ”

“  i just like watching you.  ”

“  you get this little dimple when you smile.  sometimes i just want to kiss it.  ”

“  stop being so cute it’s fucking distracting.  ”

“  surely you must know what you do to me.  ”

“  if you don’t quit looking at me like that i’m not gonna be able to keep my hands to myself.  or my lips for that matter. ”

“   i’m not gonna sit here and play games to figure out what you desire.  tell me everything you wish the people who lost you had noticed.  then give me a chance to be the one who remembers it all.  ”

“  you’re just too adorable i can’t stand it.  ”

“  oh,  the things i’d do with you… ”

“  well,  are you gonna make the first move or shall i? ”

“  i like beautiful things.  maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ”

“  careful,  you keep this up i might just fall in love with you.  ”

“  i’ll never get tired of seeing that smile.  ”

“  i’d do anything just to make you laugh like that again.  ”

“  trust me.  the way i feel about you is like nothing i’ve ever felt before.  ”

“  i don’t want to make you mine. i want to be yours.  i already am.  just a matter of whether or not you’ll keep me.  ”

“   no— don’t look at me like that.  you know i can’t resist it.  ”

“  did you wear that just for me?  ”

“  i wore it just for you!  ”

“  you’re everything i’ve ever wanted.  and so much more.  ”

#rp memes

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pregnancy starters

- announcing  ❛ so… i have some news. ❜  ❛ you look at it, i’m too nervous. ❜  ❛ it came back positive. ❜  ❛ so… hypothetically, if we were to have a baby, how would you react?❜  ❛ okay i just want to say that, yes, i have gained some weight… but it’s because i’m pregnant.❜  ❛ better get your dad jokes ready. ❜  ❛ you’re going to be a parent! ❜ 

- questions / hopes / concerns ❛ what names do you like? ❜ ❛ i wonder if they’ll like _____. ❜ ❛ do you think it’ll be a boy or a girl? ❜ ❛ what if i’m a bad mom/dad? ❜ ❛ i hope they like me. ❜ ❛ so… do you know… what breast milk tastes like? ❜ ❛ if my kid turns out like __insert person__ i’ll be pretty pleased. ❜ ❛ do you think they’ll have your eyes? ❜ ❛ who should we make the god parents? ❜ ❛ i haven’t told __insert person__ yet… how should i tell them?❜

- belly feeling / watching / interactions ❛ right here! right here’s a foot!❜ ❛ the little one is quite active today.❜ ❛ is that a hand?! ❜ ❛ maybe you should try reading a book to them? ❜ ❛ come watch my belly, it’s frickin crazy! ❜ ❛ the top of the baby’s head is about… here. and a foot is right this way. ❜ 

-  cravings  ❛ do you think the baby would be down if i ate some chipotle? ❜ ❛ coffee isn’t good for you while you’re pregnant or breast feeding, but damn i need some caffeine. ❜ ❛ watermelon with peanut butter sounds so great right now. ❜

- other ( reactions, complaints, etc. ) ❛ my feet are so swollen…! ❜ ❛ ew, my stretch marks are so gross… ❜ ❛ the baby will not stop kicking my bladder, so that is why i refuse to leave the toilet. ❜ ❛ i’m… going to be a dad/mom?! ❜ ❛ well how far along are you?!❜ ❛ you’re kidding! ❜

#rp memes #pregnancy cw

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( I guess it’s just the knowledge that I’m going back home to my mother’s in a few days, but I can feel my mood plummeting again. I’ve been riding a high for three weeks now I should have know this was coming. But I just suddenly feel like curling into a ball and crying. For no reason. And the friends I would normally turn too are all dealing with actually upsetting things so I don’t want to bother them with it and just… ahhhh )

#chaos mode &ooc #I just #have that feeling of loneliness again 🙃 #I’ll probably be fine in like #and hour #bc that’s how it usually works #but right now I feel like screaming and crying #I don’t want to go home #it doesn’t feel like my home #but i have to at least get my stuff #and my dog #and tell my mother I’m moving #which is gonna be a thing of drama #and I still have a couple of days before I have to go #but it’s quickly approaching #we go up to my grandmother’s tomorrow #and that’s just as bad bc I’m about to be misgendered and deadnamed to hell and back #then on Sunday I go home #until November