sydliving

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wth am i doing here i don’t belong here

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i always leave a mark.

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not pushing anyone away but also not forcing anyone to stay

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it’s only ok for me to be nonchalant

i am a perfectly nonchalant person. except on days where i crave love. then i choke up and go insane and begin howling at the moon

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Mary Oliver

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Not enough/Too much by Ariee

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Your SELF RESPECT gotta be stronger than your feelings.

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fuq seasonal depression got me already, im crying @ 6:28 am

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lol

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happy 25th birthday to me, life really just been testing me since 2016. I’ve learned a lot but I still have more to learn, i hope i only become smarter, better, healthier person with age. at this age I feel like I’m already to old to make any more mistakes or try things but that’s wrong I’m still a teen I swear lol. thx to everyone who makes me the happiest atm love y’all fr (,:

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a tongue kiss rn would temporarily cure my depression. but what would cure me from my shyness so I could get the kiss

tongue kissing is an antidepressant