synchrokiller

[synchrokiller]

i cant post on tw.ttr right bow but im so paranoid and scared i dont know if i can finish this drawind before bursting int o tears 

[synchrokiller]

i feel terrible. i cant do anything. its always my fault

[synchrokiller]

*isnt able to please my partner sexually* well thats the only thing i was made for so time to fucking die i guess

[synchrokiller]

[synchrokiller]

small small small small I wanna be tiny and small and pure and clean when I am small I will be good I’ll be tiny then I will be clean and good

#nnn

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[synchrokiller]

im falling apart and for once i wish nobody cared about me so i could go quietly

[synchrokiller]

no one wants me

[synchrokiller]

i knew i wasnt good enough for anyone and i should die so i dont have to fill up peoples existence iwth garbage

[synchrokiller]

*points at reflection* stop taking everything as a personal attack you dumb stupid baby

[synchrokiller]

i feel like an idiot

[synchrokiller]

i cant stop crying

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i dont want you to start loving me less

[synchrokiller]

i hate myself i msuch a terrible partner and a terrible person and i dont deserve to be loved by anyone

[synchrokiller]

its suffocating me and i feel like im drowning but  i cant tell anyone. it would be easier to just go quietly and pretend i never existed

[synchrokiller]

ive thought about just ending it all the whole day and that hasnt changed

#s//uic//ide -