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I don’t get the same feeling of comfort from you anymore

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It’s not the actual goodbye that hurts.

It’s the lack of good morning texts and not hearing your voice tell me you love me.

It’s not the goodbye, it’s the sudden absence of the person you love the most

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I already knew I would lose you some day. But that you would turn away from me like that was not what I expected.

- V. J.

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“Sometimes you are so emotionally drained that even sleep doesn’t do anything anymore. You wake up still tired. And it just doesn’t go away.”

— The Poetic Boy

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- Need some cuddles

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Und irgendwann, ganz plötzlich und ohne Vorwarnung, habe ich realisiert, dass du einen Menschen wie mich gar nicht verdient hast.

Und trotzdem wirst du immer einen Platz in meinem Herzen haben. Nur eben nicht mehr so einen großen wie bisher.

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You are alive for a reason. 

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Okay, I don’t know who need to hear this today, but listen, that it’s okat to not be okay, we need to be sad sometimes, we need to cry, you’ve been strong for a long time, take time for yourself, to just sleep, watch movies, read a book or even go outside, put yourself first, you don’t have to pretend to be strong if you feel like falling apart, it’s okat to show your feelings, your feelings are valid and you are valid, Take care of yourself, You are so important and you matter more than you could ever imagine, Do not be too hard on yourself, you are trying and that is enough. I love you 

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“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.”

— Ernest Hemingway, Men Without Women (via books-n-quotes)

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after this year , I actually want to give myself a big hug because I’m still standing.

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“She had never dreamed there could be so much pain in a life when there was nothing physically wrong. She hurt all the time.”

— Stephen King, The Shining (via books-n-quotes)