synthized2021

[synthized2021]

hi stalker that i want to give NO energy to but here i am, finally saying some shit which you desperately crave. i don’t need to defend myself, don’t need to give my side either but considering you STILL have my name in your mouth even after i delete my blog ( thanks to the people that pointed this out for me ) , that you’re still checking my blog when i apparently have done SO much wrong to you ?? that says a lot about the situation than it does me being a ‘freak’

i deactivated my account bc my mum comes first. not because of /you/,  the fucking ego on you tbh. gaslighting, manipulative, abusive person that you are. i deactivated bc my mum is in a bad state. 

i’m a carer for my mum who has mental and physical health issues. i don’t need to justify myself to anyone, especially not you.  you knew this was the case for me and yet when i don’t respond to you for 40mins bc i was playing video games /with/ my mum . . . you create this witchhunt for me.  love that for you. does nothing for me, you’re the one wasting your energy, not me. i couldn’t give a shit about you. even my mum thinks i should have gone legal with the lies you were saying about me on a public platform, even talked to tumblr about it but at the end of the day, it is only tumblr and you’re NOTHING to me.

read it clear bc you love to check up on me so much,  you are nothing to me.

i can’t take any of the shit you say seriously when for months you have been calling me your ex-girlfriend. something i told you specifically not to do when we were friends. we had voice memos between us where you cried over the fact of losing me. was our rship intense? yeah. you’ll probably say that’s BS but it was bc as mentioned, you cried your eyes out in a memo to me about losing me. that i was the only one that understood you etc. now you have twisted things that i’ve said I.E elvis and made them gross. that’s up to you but i know my truth and so do the people that have asked for my side of the story. i’m 31 years old, i had NO intention of anything romantic / sexual with you and the fact you continue to call me your ex-girlfriend ??  vom emoji, tbh. 

you are nothing to me. actually nothing. did i anon you ?? yes. did i want to be friends with you again ?? yes. MY MISTAKE bc you are still the most horrible, manipulative person i’ve ever seen on this hellsite. 

i’ve already explained the spotify situation to you, i’m not wasting energy on it. and stealing your canons / aesthetic ? yeah okay. it’s funny bc i’ve had a character called nox for about two years and i told you abt them in the summer and suddenly you have one called nox too ??  🤔 i’ve had my universe for ten years, don’t kid yourself into thinking any of your stuff has any inspiration for me. i couldn’t give a damn about your story, just like you shouldn’t give a damn about mine.

i planned on coming back to tumblr in the new year once my mum is settled with her health, and christmas stress is been and gone. if i do come back, it’s NOTHING to do with you so drop the fucking ego in thinking i give one single shit about you.  you were an awful friend, and i regret ever talking to you.  if you hate me so much, idk . . . move the fuck on and stop checking up on me.  that makes you the obsessive freak, not me.

finally !! i’ve given you the lil’ bit of attention you so desperately wanted this whole time. now leave me the fuck alone bc i want nothing to do with you and have no intention of EVER having anything to do with you. even to see what other lies and BS and my name constantly in your mouth.

#imagine thinking my irl and my mum's health has anything to do with YOU. absolute cunt. #not to mention the creepy factor in calling me your ex. and trust me - other people have seen how creepy it is #yikes all around !!