#& still respect him despure what he had become at clus hand

[betasuppe]

Ok, so not able to really go deep into it right now after a long day at work, but I started thinking about a Tron coming to AFTER being Rinzler & getting time to think on all the horrible things he's done as Rinz & how post-Rinz Tron turns into a terrible gloomy presence, a new type of unbeatable monster, impossibly afflicted by all the pain he's caused & deaths he's wrought. A Tron that's so ashamed of what he's done, he turns into a different sort of disaster from what he was at Rinz, one that no longer can be the rescuer but one who needs to be rescued from himself & lost all agency in fear of harming anyone else again. Reminded that he is not only to blame for all those he lost to his own fiendish ways, but for all the terrible things he's done.

The hero needing his own rescuing, but made of claws & fangs, lashing out at anyone that dare take another step his way & risk his harm or dare consider a monster like him deserves an ounce of kindness at all.

One who's desperately in need of saving but thinks he himself unwanted, undeserving, and the more he isolates himself & less he thinks of himself, the more he devolves into something else entirely...

Biting & growling & retreating into a state that can't be held at bay, a malignant form toxifying the corner of the Grid he makes his home, poisoning & killing everything in a radius of self hatred or uh. Something like that.

#tron #rinzler #hmmmm nice program #MIND IF I RUIN IT #a new flavor of disaster #guy who wants a hug so bad it might just overright his current coding & finally set him right #a tron who really needs to know other people still forgive him #dont see him as less #& still respect him despure what he had become at clus hand #... but what grief turns him into #is it saveable? #or another broken rinzler like program? #just another damaged state of tron?? #who can say.... #he's waiting fir anyone to remind him he's worth anything #& the one user who runs straight into his den of darkness #knowing trons claws & fangs are beared & ready to attack #feeling the pierce of sharp stinging regret & hatred #yelling only /go! you dont understand! leave!!/ #& the user #bleeding & captured tight in the tangle of claws yelling back #/its always you always will be you #nothings changed nothing will ever!!/ #melting him thru like ice to a flame #& taking his claw & saying #/i cant lose you again/ #& watching the monster begin to slowly #ever so slowly #retreat back away...