#//Aka he thinks about musharna malice more than he lets on hence the last part of the post :3

[malignant-chain]

Thinking about my nightmares/night terrors again. The Lunar Feather helps a lot, but obviously a few are going to slip through the cracks every now and then.

Most of them were about losing the championship. I felt like I lost everything on that court, and I guess my brain likes messing with me by making me remember that bullshit. That, and more recent events- My brain just likes to remind me of times where I feel like I hit rock bottom.

I have a lot about area zero too. I don't like talking about it much, because I genuinely felt like I wasn't going to make it out of there. I still have dreams of that stupid Iron Jugulis. I already know I fucked up going on there, yet I'm occasionally reminded.

I like thinking about the nightmares that feel like other people's memories more. Fucking upsetting, sure, but it's better than remembering my own.

#atlas' thoughts. #pkmn irl #pkmn rp #pokemon irl #rotomblr #rotumblr #//Aka he thinks about musharna malice more than he lets on hence the last part of the post :3