#[ and thinking he just never rly bothered with recognizing himself as grieving for roger just ignores it all

[marinehero-a]

      <- old man who has no idea how to handle grief / emotions in general

#{ ooc } ✗ 「 WENP reporter 」 #tbd. #[ thinking that he rarely talked ab roger after the guy died that scene w/ dadan was probably one of the only times #[ bc can't exactly talk ab the pirate king in anything less than Wrong light when in marines #[ and thinking he just never rly bothered with recognizing himself as grieving for roger just ignores it all #[ and with Ace #[ /ace/ #[ he just has no idea how to handle that and so he simply does not </3 #[ simply has to get himself back together bc he's the '''hero''' #[ he tries to grieve and somewhat does but not rly #[ just.... does not know how to acknowledge fr #[ but it felt Right when dadan beat him up for it bc just #[ continues!! continues to think ab how he's surrounded by people lauding him for having a play in killing his grandson #[ strangling him he cannot choose between family and duty and it's killing him except it's Not because he's just averting his eyes #[ i'd like to think that now he does choose family but #[ too little too late #[ lies down i am forever normal ab peepaw in marineford #[ he did what he could but lives with decisions he hates and regrets that his peers rejoice #[ he is a lil fucked up </3 #[ emotionally stunted peepaw fr.........