#[ sidon vc: oh goddess... i used her. ;c i feel so bad.

[tenebriism]

Dez was laying beside Sidon as she looked his way. Her heart was pounding and her cheeks were crimson. Was he okay? Did he regret any of this? Of course she was worried. "How are you? Are you glad we did this? I-I know I am."

How IS he to feel? Certainly DIFFERENT than he had prior, but is he to interpret it as a good or BAD feeling? " I suppose I am... conflicted, " he finally offers, voice just barely above a whisper. " Perhaps it was the spontaneity of it. I... feel as if I have gone about this the wrong way. "

Should there not have been more romanticism involved? Granted, he is no EXPERT on romance--- goddess, just the opposite, woe is he, but intimacy, to the Zora, is no 'casual' affair. It is not something done merely for the sake of doing it, but is that not precisely what had transpired? Carnal urges had shamefully consumed him and he had acted terribly irrationally, and much unlike himself.

To some degree, he feels like he has wrongfully USED her; it does not sit right with him.

#lachrymosestorm #[ sidon vc: oh goddess... i used her. ;c i feel so bad. #dez actually: that was the greatest moment of my entire life #lmfao they're so vastly different it's hilarious and kinda sad ] #muse ;; SIDON ( ANSWERED ASK )