#[joking phrase for legitmate feeling] its making the revolution sad. where is the solidarity in this behaviour.

[istherewifiinhell]

anyway think often of how life changing and load bearing it is to know and even just see things from many cool and swagful disabled ppl on the Internet and just. identifiable ways were im like. hey. irl person... i think ur lacking some. serious. knowing more disabled persons. and like. fuck do i have to be the cool swagful disabled person from the Internet? thats too much pressure.

#some shit #HANDWAVING the whole. wah wah am I disabled thing cause. again. internet exposure of like. why should the strict definitions matter. #the Point in general is how helpful it can Be REGARDLESS. of being ur true authentic self not just in matters of Expression but also #expectation and care taking. in terms of communication in terms of physical or cogitive ability. terms of pain or energy. #and not just radical acceptance of it all the way down but of the understanding of the joy and sorrows inbetween. #constantly trends on this. yes. very bad webbed site. which very directly know just how scary and daunting and exhausting it is to be. #and thus the genuine care and encouragement. the fully. unironic commitment to being. So Brave About things. #the small or nine delights of things. the horrors. like. #like!!! i dont make it alone out there!!! idk!! and #stepping outside these spaces or the few places of ppl who know how it is a bit better. like. #just. running out of pacience for the way some ppl i know talk about things. i dont want to use our struggles at meter sticks! i dont want #to hear about how difficult things OUGHT to be. all we have is how they ARE. and. #[joking phrase for legitmate feeling] its making the revolution sad. where is the solidarity in this behaviour. #okay. im done. i kinda inhaled some instance noodles while typing this and that hurt.