@indigodreames said "I spend my time tryin' not to feel it." ( from nova ! )
TO BE NUMB , to ignore the white noise of emotion brewing within her mind and heart , it sounds like a dream . everything she ever feels is trapped within the cage of skin and bones craving an explosion and yet the nephilim still stands , impervious to the damage it whips through inside . there’s a hurricane brewing and if there’s one thing that renata fears , it’s the toll it will not only take on her to finally allow it to crack through , but what will happen to those around her . after all , she’s already discovered what intense emotions do to her . she is well aware of the damage that can be done . ( this is what happens to one that is stuck between worlds )
❛ — have you found a way ? ❜
she asks this question softly , fingers fiddling with one another as she speaks with her eyes cast down to the ground . it takes time for her chin to rise so that there is a clearer look at the other that stands before her , and she swallows hard , ❛ i mean — to not feel it , to know what’s out there and to not have some kind of sense of where it is , but not being able to reach for it . ❜
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