#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc )

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not to flex or anything but I'm so excited.

look at her. omg.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #I didn't order diasomnia bc while I was excited af about the backpacks!! I was uncertain about the finished product. #but!! she (creator) said there's a good chance we can order others. sO! FINGERS CROSSED #ITS SO PRETTY 😭😭😭😭😭 #@ new followers omg hi? blushes. sorry to pop in and GEEK OUT #I'm regretting big time not getting diasomnia:') next time.

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viL HOLDING UR MUSES HAND IN HIS OWN AND THEN WHAT???? DO THEY KISS? DO THEY WATCH THE STARS UNDER THE NIGHT SKY???? DO THEY LEAN INTO EACH OTHER? HOLD HANDS AND THEN WHAT!!!11

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #im in my emotions. one look at vil and its over for me #the queen's hand.... one could only be so lucky.

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the nice thing about living at work being offline for chunks at a time is the people u used to really dislike seeing on the dash (by no one's fault, promise), it doesn't really bother you anymore when you see them pop up as recs or smth. like. neat. lol. it's nice! it's comforting. i feel like I've def moved on from things, its liberating.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #to delete * #still on brainrot about this crush or whatever it is #decided to be upfront with her lol donnnnt have the highest hopes but #as someone who likes transparency and directness -- i feel its right. #and if not! im 100% ok with it too like its not my first time #i am v clumsy w this tho bc i don't usually tell people lol if im even Remotely interested. so. #she's branching out for'shore. #also confided in my brow girl who's also a lesbian and she was like 'girl ask her. that'd make it clear like whenever ur in the area' #she's absolutely right. so. there's that. thank god i have one lesbian person irl who i can talk to about this shit #she wanted to have me do gay clubs that she knows of. women only. sounds fun! but. nah. work keeps me :') #she's a teacher :') a professor technically. i feel so stupid LFKASJFA #i dont think im dumb! by any stretch! but. the fact she teaches (art) and is tech a teacher im like god akjfsha #how do i talk wtf akjfsa i can sound Smart totally oh def (help)

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you know that i know that NRC knows that the entertainment field knows that vil knows he was gonna get bombarded with gifts n stuff today. and suffice to say, he was right; he did. we were all right bc we all knew. he really loves the flowers (bc he doesnt have to practice self restraint unlike with the chocolates and pastries etc. rip our queen with a bit of a sweet tooth) but he def shares the sweets. its just. too much. way too much.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #its been a lot. a lot a lot. #im gonna do work for a week and see if a stress leave is in order lol #i mean it was - but ... again. a long story. #hiiii. ish... ill be here and there i know for a fact but #i feel - i hope - i can pop in here whenever lol

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pops this recent Christmas pic of Malleus before I have to go back to living at the mouse kingdom

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #I got the tree for him since I thought he'd appreciate it #he did!!! he DOES #he actively uses it and it's the cutest shit #there's video of him playing w the candy cane it's so clutches chest he's so small

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this is a reminder (a threat) that I'm still alive. and out here. same for vil. stay vigilant.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #to delete * #still living at work #the norm. #I've been side eyeing the new stuff happening. #Vils outfit?????? dominating. #his HEELS?! #edit: and!!!!! and and and I haven't forgotten asks I got #the unprompted ones are so sweet ty ;;; ty for thinking of us

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merry christmas I'm just wanting to cry about this so. a queen and his huntsman looking Marvelous, what a gift.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #goes a Little feral bc GOD

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I need medical attention. this isn't vil schoenheit this is vik shoeindorf 😭 what the FUCK

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #NO!!!! THEY DISGRACED RIDDLE AND EVEN WORSE FOR VIL FKSNDJ #HIS SMILE IS ROOK ADJACENT AND THATS SO OFF TO ME DJSNDJ IM LAUGHING HELP #I NEED OXYGENNNNNN HELP ME #WHERE IS THE PURPLE IN HIS HAIR IT JUST LOOKS LIKE WONKY SHADING 😭😂😭😂😭😂😭😭😭😭😭😭

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hi. not to like... flex or anything but ,,, new header, who dis... hired @utsubotm via commission. >:) but i, personally, love it.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #its been LONG overdue. #i mean i do love the other one i had but im ... chinhands #the green pupils really just MM #enabling the tan vil agenda for me feeling so SEEEEN #he looks so good so good so gOOD #kithes ur cheeks tHANK U ;;;;;;;;;; #hoards it tbh like a dragon w its treasure

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considering his name, I've chosen well.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #I still don't know everything that happened in the chapter. past 3 or 2 I should say bc couldn't find anything but! #the memes I'm seeing. no thoughts. just like my own mal.

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last post was about vincent, this one is about a void as well.

this is malleus. he's 3 months. just a baby.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #to delete * #he hissed at lucifer and vincent for a bit kafjsa but i have a pic of them in a sleep pile #gotta teach him all the good proper habits before lucifer influences him #i like that mal is trending on twitter too when i posted him. still trending

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lucifer, my passenger prince since adoption

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #he's v respectable #edit: he rides with a harness and leash on. trust. he's buckled in

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im a woman of many names.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #a friend made up dracuntia I had hoelleus for a while fjsbdj #rollo rolling in his coffin #don't let me make a malleus blog bc I will. #vil is everything else but fnsjdj

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me gently placing tiny queen in your possession. take care of him, ok?

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #gib him kiss on his tiny face #protect him he's so little

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Despite all of the beauty routines specifically catered for him (and typically work like magic) and how careful he is around sweets for his figure (despite Adoring them), when he stresses enough - the tricks only go a long way.

Vil bites his nails when under enough stress. and it messes with him even more because he hates the look. he hates how ugly it looks and putting on nail polish would make it even more obvious so he legit has to fight himself to stop it and look for ways to lessen the stress and quick or it'll get worse and spread onto both hands.

it's a habit stemmed from childhood (stage fright, mom making him anxious - bullying prior to taking defense classes. nail biting made him stop and think and self soothe despite being such a terrible habit. which promoted braces later on in his life - I'll get into small cosmetics he got into w "fixing" flaws growing up) and while he mostly grew out of the habit, it still comes back sometimes when he least expects it. worst of all, sometimes he just starts biting without thinking. the fidgeting also is what triggers it so when he's messing w his hands enough, eventually he'll find a flaw and eventually he'll start trying to remove it via biting. kind of a big reason why he scolds others when fidgeting bc he has this habit. just trying to avoid them from probably doing the same thing he does.

he will Refuse to let people touch his hands when he knows he's exceptionally worse on some days. mostly? his hands are fine! beautiful and well cared for but he crosses his arms so often it's usually to hide the damage he did throughout the week. and the gloves definitely work in his favor. so. future bf, gf, partner, y'know what to do /smacked

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #mobile * #when vil is calling himself ugly and fucking screaming it at himself? I really feel that today. strongly so. #I don't even wanna come back to work these oncoming days #I know the issue. I just need to. talk myself down (working on it lol) #having a hard time it's so silly it's silly and yet #it's ok it's ok im drama today it's ensjfjejd 👌 peachy. trust me #anyway hc bc I had the idea then I lost it and I wanna jot it now. will I organize it? idk!

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three, two, one - quick, this is an inbox call. like this to summon the queen -- multis, pls do specify ;;

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #✌🏾