#✧˖*°࿐ Ryo Akiyama About // i’ll make my OWN FUTURE. won’t leave it to FATE.

[voidfell]

Slides my Ryo Akiyama Playlist across the bar. It's almost 2 hours of music that fits my extremely specific headcanons but here you go.

#✧˖*°࿐ Ryo Akiyama // if it’s HEADS or TAILS. you only LOSE. #✧˖*°࿐ Ryo Akiyama About // i’ll make my OWN FUTURE. won’t leave it to FATE. #✧˖*°࿐ MUSIC // don’t stop DANCING don’t dare STOP. #✧˖*°࿐ OOC // ROAD WORK ahead? uh i sure HOPE so.

[voidfell]

Ryo is actually not as amnesiac as he claims to be. Sure, when he first arrived in the Tamers universe, he had his memories wiped by ENIAC, and he just kind of had to live with not knowing. Except trauma like that, bonds like the one between DigiDestined and their destined partner don't just go away. Being drawn to the Digimon card game didn't help, and he eventually did remember the events of the three Wonderswan Games, which only caused him to really just freak the fuck out. He ran away from home in a total panic and ended up in the Digital World, where Cyberdramon was drawn to him in that way that partner and digimon are always drawn together. Ryo doesn't let Monodramon evolve further then Cyberdramon when he can help it. Due to the nature of their forced Jogress evolution, which fused Monodramon and Milenniummon together, the closer Monodramon evolves to Milenniummon, the less control he has (this is why Cyberdramon is so. . . Like That.) Honestly given the way Ryo hopped universes I'm 90% sure that the parents he's living with are copies ala Gennai. Which doesn't help his feeling out of place and sometimes just massively disassociating. He's also prone to just like, bouts of going completely mute, as that's a canonical trauma response from his games. Sometimes he just can't words.

#✧˖*°࿐ Ryo Akiyama About // i’ll make my OWN FUTURE. won’t leave it to FATE. #✧˖*°࿐ OOC // ROAD WORK ahead? uh i sure HOPE so.

[voidfell]

Tfw, you disassociate so hard you forget you jumped ship from your original reality to run from your trauma but jk the actual trauma was the mental scars you acquired along the way. Now you just exist in a world that doesn't feel real or like yours, and everyone you knew or loved in your old reality has forgotten you ever existed. So you're just trapped in a prison of your own making by gods who will continue to toy with you and jerk you around on a string like a shiny doll they can pull off the shelf whenever they need a plot device DigiDestined.

#(ryo akiyama is to Digimon what Judai Yuki is to Yugioh) #✧˖*°࿐ Ryo Akiyama About // i’ll make my OWN FUTURE. won’t leave it to FATE. #✧˖*°࿐ OOC // ROAD WORK ahead? uh i sure HOPE so.

[voidfell]

My left arm for Ryo Akiyama to get to interact with the other Tamers and feel like a cohesive part of the group and not an outsider tacked on that no one, even the writers wanted to do anything with. He's been so alone in his narrative (with the forced amnesia, and the manipulations, and the running from his trauma) I want nothing more then for him to find a group of friends he can confide in and feel like he's apart of. Digimon is in so many ways about being stronger together and bonds of friendship, and at every turn Ryo has been robbed of that even with his Digimon Partner. Ryo has had to rely on himself so much, where are the friends he can rely on instead??

#✧˖*°࿐ Ryo Akiyama About // i’ll make my OWN FUTURE. won’t leave it to FATE. #✧˖*°࿐ Ryo & The Tamers // i’ll keep these SECRETS inside me. #✧˖*°࿐ WISHLIST // sometimes DREAMS DON’T come true. #✧˖*°࿐ OOC // ROAD WORK ahead? uh i sure HOPE so.