#𝗢𝗢𝗖: // it's just really sad to be unable to do things in fandoms I love bc I can't find a gap for maeve

[doctordonovan]

me vs feeling increasingly isolated on this blog and having no idea how to fix it 

#negativity tw #tbd #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // I know I know #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // it's on me for choosing a dead character from a mostly dead fandom #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // but god #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // my presence here is so reliant on people from other fandoms humouring my presence? #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // and maybe I should just... find a live active character #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // in a fandom where they already fit? #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // I'm trying very hard to message new people. to do more things #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // it's on me to fix this #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // it's just really sad to be unable to do things in fandoms I love bc I can't find a gap for maeve #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // anyway ignore me #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // I'll be here all day thursday actually trying to put stuff in the queue #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // not vaguing about anyone I promise #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // I just don't know what to do about this blog anymore #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // I love so many of you so much #𝗢𝗢𝗖: // it's really not about that