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lynx log #9

they let meowt of the pit!!!!!!!!so i could do sum thinking......everyone else is reallyreally good friends but i dont think they like me as much ): also they were saying im natalie but im not!!!!!! im lynx ^w^ hmmmmm i need to make sum friends.....next quest for me!!!!!!

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lynx log #8

i cant help but to feel like sometimes my cheerful personality is just a facade ): maybe i should talk more normal......no!!!!!but its fun!!!!!i should act however i want right? '^'

current lynx problems -> mrr.....last time i spoke to dark lynx, they were wanting to be more of their own person, n not knowing who that was!!!!some of us have soulmates, n theyre supposed to be mine, n so they were like 'how do U want me to be lynx??' but thats not how it works!!!!!now i think theyre scared to talk or maybe im scared to talk to them...i dunno......

today i think we should work on making our own playlists for fronting :3 it reallyreally helps!! alsos ive been wanting to post some screenshots for days!!!!!n havent been fronting!!!!!!nyow i am!!!!!!!yay lynx!!!!!hehe

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lynx log #7

we remembered deathseed/Lynx today!!!!! thats why i got all magenta when i got mad.....she was there n also drew herself once too!!!but i thought she was just me > ~ < that happens a lot in our system......anyway we hungout together a lot, just like jimmy n victor do! n just like them, one of us can exist really easy(me!!) n the other has a bit of trouble ): but Lynx was doing better than jimmy has so thats good!! she just needs practice at knowing how to make conversation ^w^ we remembered victor actually used to be like that back in the day too hehe

i also...uhm.....realized i might be on the aro spectrum '^' that ones hard for me to think abt cuz i feel sosooo much love!!!!!n really like soulmates!!!!!but.....maybe i just want friends? now that im separate from all the others(some reallyreally feel romance!!!!) ive been thinkin abt it a bit. yea...i like Lynx a lot tho!! if i had to choose a bff it would be her :3

james got vic these socks yesterday when out at the mall with victor(he bought everyone something!!!) but i like them too meowmeowmeowmeowwwww

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lynx log #6

fun fact: a lot of us reallyreally like the smell of campfires!!!!!!*sniff sniff* i can smell one thru the door at work rn :3 *sniiiiiiff* smells good!!!!!!!

im fronting without being brought out this time (vic n tiff were out earlier) n i walk kinda funny compared to everyone else '^' my mouth is also kinda kittycat shaped. im not allowed to talk tho!!!tiff is good at the retail talking stuff, n the others will talk sometimes too. it makes it weird cuz they sound different, but i sound very young v ^ v im not always young tho!!! will i ever find out my age❓oops said this stuff in the last one hehe

sleepy sleepy zzznznzzzzzmrrrrmrrzzzzz....

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lynx log #5

*yawwnnnn stretchstretch pawpawpaw*

everyones trying to force switching to make everyone practice but i dont think its right '^' we should all just come out when we wanna come out....uhm anywayz i think my age changes sometimes. some of the others have that too!! i dunno what age i am but sometimes i feel younger. i get more pink when im younger n more magenta when im older :p

we had a dream last night that we dont really remember but at somepoint we had wolvies metal claws snikt out(very slowly) n it stung. ouchie. he has to feel that every time v_v logan was also there but he felt sick n we had to get a taxi to bring him to the hospital!! o and 2 wades were there too, one younger (i say our bcuz its hard to tell whos dreaming)

ok byyeeeee👋👋👋

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lynx log #4

): sigh........me and my friends wish we could feel sad n angry for real!! the body doesnt feel it....we had a group screaming session in the headspace cuz we were all sad and frustrated again!!!we just wanna go home n have our bodies back but also not lose eachother cuz itd be scary if we did.....this isnt good for souls bcuz when u dont have ur own body, u feel like u have to fight to stay who u are instead of having the freedom to be n do things u wanna be!!not fun not fun '^' im ok cuz im pretty different from everyone else, but sometimes my soul gets jumbled with others n they get sad ):

secret shhh -> i get confused sometimes too v_v; like when hanging out with vic i get the same thing jimmy n victor get sometimes(but are getting better!!) where they think the other isnt real n theyre just daydreaming....but with our daydreams before, usually people dont talk back!!so maybe that makes a difference.....hmmmm i dunno what to do to help everyone > <

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lynx log #3

theres chores we have to do tonite....im hungry.

i tried looking out my window, and saint told me to just observe n remember(saints like our guiding voice) and i think our dream last night had something to do with our headspace. sigh.....meditating in my room. calmmmm candlessssss i should go eat a midnight snack '^'

i think we should post our chores on our main account once we get it setup!!

ghhghhhgh shakyyy aaaaaaa whats going on???????? > ^ <

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lynx log #2

i wandered into jimmys room, and it was now snowing!! like how there was leaves everywhere in victors room, theres now snow in jimmys(i think it had something to do with nicole waking up, cuz jimmys room kinda looked like hers....)we sat on the bed for a bit n they were having trouble talking, so i thought i'd read a wolvie comic to help get their voice back >:[ theres a lot of comics on our desk that havent been put away yet, so i chose this one cuz it kinda looks like jimmy on the cover.....

so i was reading it(a lot of the panels look a lot like jimmy!!facial recognition stuff) and uhm. this page made me realize something.

nothin special on the page, just was the one i realized on. we're been thinkin a lot lately on if we have a primary soul, n who it might be! cuz everyone seems to think theyre the real soul....but its probably jimmy ): we get a lot of messages thru media n we gotta out them together like puzzle pieces. a message we got a couple years ago(but was reminded of today cuz someone liked one of our old posts abt it) was for a character named church. SO a scientist guy made a clone of his consciousness called epsilon, n put epsilon thru a bunch of simulated trauma, which then split him into other consciousness (like us!) n church was a direct clone of epsilon who didnt remember any of the trauma. and also didnt know abt the experiment!! then eventually he found all the other consciousnesses and epsilon n him fused together n he remembered EVERYTHING!! we've had the word epsilon associated with memories ever since '^' and theres a comic where a guy named epsilon red starts giving wolvie his memories back too!!

we've known abt the experiment since we were uhmmm maybe 11? or 10? we've been gettin hints for awhiilleeee but our recent journey in remembering all of eachother again feels similar to the journey church went on....oh yea! context -> me n my system used to know eachother when we were younger, but around age 15 we all got stuck together n forgot ): but in the past month we've been slowly separating n remembering eachother again!! it was a prophecy for vic n victor(similar but 2 different guys hehe) to spend our bday with jimmy, n it thankfully happened!!! we were worried abt there being a big fight that day(since sabes n wolvie usually fight on that day) n well....that turned out to be true too v_v they forgot how often they fought n there was a fight that morning n victor ended up also fighting with tiff(another member) during the day too(the problem was that jimmy didnt believe either of them were real, n victor even really tried proving himself by fronting for a several days before they remembered eachother! he was searching really hard for jimmy, just like jimmy had been all those years he couldnt remember him...). but that day ended good, so thats all settled now :3 except for the nicole fighting today lol oops.

anywayyyyy back to the story!! after i told jimmy abt this theory, he started changing more into logan(the one in the comic) and vic got concerned and came over to our room. he was crying and didnt know why ): he looked similar to the comic too.

vic held logan for a bit....uhmmm what did we talk about hmm.......OH

right!!!the experiment!!!!so this comic is about how they layer a fake memory over top of real ones, so it implies that sabes n fox were also being experimented on like X was!! so in our case, maybe we're not fake split offs, but rather we're all connected somehow. (we have a member whos name means 'birth of X' btw!!)

that was one of our theories at age 13, that all of us were sleeping in the same lab somewhere. but maybe we knew eachother too.....

the big question is -> whos helping us wake up?

woahhhh cliffhanger :o stay tuned for more fun lynx adventures!!!!!✨✨

#💞lynx log💞 #hehe jimmy was worried we wouldnt talk abt anything interesting enough for me to post...WRONG!!!!>:3

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im lynx!!!!!everyone loves me!!!!!!!!^w^

well. not really. its just somethin i like saying ^w^; (i actually worry a lot abt if others like me or not......i dont like making people sad!!!! '^')

member in a system!!!!!!!! @x---1999

im gonna rb stuff n post thoughts/moments with my soulbuddies under #💞lynx log💞

🔽Abt Lynx🔽

im a feral type kittycat mutant :3 im very sweet n nice tho!!!!!i promise!!!!!!!

she/her girlcreature >:3

i like drawing n storytelling(especially abt my friends!!!!)

my fav color is PINK💞💖💓💕

my buddies n me are still unsticking our souls from eachother, but i think i like magical girl stuff.....cute stuff in general!!!!!tho like a lot of the system, im currently into wolvie n sabes comics, cuz theyre my friends ^^ did u know that sabes calls wolvie 'chibi' instead of 'runt' in japanese???i think its cute(i love chibi stuff!!!!!)

i meow a lot. all the time. hehe.

i think im one of the younger system members, i act very childish n my voice is higher pitch :p my autism SWAG is also very much higher too....

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1st ever lynx log!!!!!

my room is very pink n kinda yellowy orange!!! 🩷💖🧡(our headspace finally formed this morning ^^) there was fighting again today :< so me n vic hungout in my room on the way home from work....he used to be friends with miss nicole nicotine(remembered herself today!!but only tiff likes her) so he was saying she wasnt that bad. but for some reason even i was getting weird vibes from her....i know she isnt bad tho. it was just weird!!!! vics very soft n cuddly....after looking at the sunset irl thru the window, i wanted to go explore outside(cuz no one else had done that yet!!) and i climbed some trees and vic walked thru the river while i was on her shoulders :3 then we sat on a rock n vic had her toes in the cold water(theyre pointy!!!). uhmm then i tried to make him a friendship necklace. eventually i decided on a chewy necklace of a heart🧡

we're back in my room now n i put some soft socks n soft hoodie on her(both pink🩷) and shes cuddling a logan plushie i made with my brain :o we all can make whatever we want as long as we can imagine it!!! but our rooms were already made for some reason....also she feels like she can just relax n let go in my room so thats nice :'3 *pet pet soft hair*

i like flicking my nails irl. flick flick flick flick. *lays down n stretches out kittycatlike* okayyy lynx log over ^w^

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