#😭😭like homeboy said he didn't believe in love but now he kinda does and im like uhhhhh

[seuugyoon]

#rant

#if i have one more fuxking dream about him im gonna k** #like ive been having dreams about him since we met but this is too much #and i get it im going through another breakup but girl pls dont do this #its so fuckn weird how realistic it was #like ik dreams are realistic but jfc #hanging out with friends while we drink and eat but bc im deeply deeply #antisocial i stay in the kitchen and handle the cooking and this mf stays with mr the whole time #like last time at our pal's bday the same thing happened we just stayed together and im not delusional #at least not that much to think its bc he l**** me but it was very fckn confusing!! #and this dream took fulll advantage bc he literally was like fondling my ass and then suddenly he began telling me about all the things #he'd do if we were dating like brooo #and then the cincher that actually scared me awake was how i was in the middle of making our salad #and i was asking him like hey how do you like your tomatoes (mid ass fondling btw) and then he somehow #got two stools and had me sit on the front one while he sat behind me and then he enveloped me in a massive hug #that covered my ears and then confessed how much he likes me and whatnot #😭😭like homeboy said he didn't believe in love but now he kinda does and im like uhhhhh #and then i fcking woke up like aaaaahh #why would i dream about that and why did it make me so h**** like.....FUCK! #mind you this comes a few days after i chatted with my ex and cleared fhe the air and this mf asked if i wanted to go back to his like ummm #pls do not play with my feelings they're very delicate rn #anyway early morning rant is all #i even forgot i had this blog omg