#'hang on lemme have a whole crisis over some music real quick.'

[radioconstructed]

⌖ As promised. (Dress by Gunne Sax.)

[ family tree /  sun bleached flies  / family tree (intro) ]

#⌖ online #⌖ hellfie #⌖ v*xtube posts #fem alastor #// al: nothing I post on v*xtube is supposed to be like. good. #also al: *gets the menthol illness urge at 5AM to record 20min of music with a full setup* #'hang on lemme have a whole crisis over some music real quick.' #(maybe she has imposter syndrome maybe she has high standards maybe she's not trying to set a high standard for the rest of her content) #(why put the intro at the end? bc well the full song interpolates the intro and it's interesting backwards too. and bc you can LOOP the #audio this way. and bc well. while the actual album ends w like forgiveness (sunbleached flies is the second to last song) that's not the #story of the damned and it's not her story. her story doesn't end with 'if it's meant to be it will be'. #it ends with 'hanging from the family tree.') #just so we're clear she covers songs bc she thinks they slap. not bc she's tryna be vulnerable on the internet about being damned #anyway there's other instruments. shadows prolly in the bg. mostly pianobased cover but yeah. #anyway southern gothic vibes are the vibe and she's a sucker for an album that's a story (like a musical) #anyway I linked the original songs. I couldn't get through the whole album bc it's v dark but these songs are good. they don't feel long. #they're gorgeous and they build up so nice and the artist sounds like lana del r3y. #I'm so sick of looking at this art skdns one day I'll make her look not wonky but that day is not 2day. #deadass I actually hate my art but it won't get better if I don't practice and subject it 2 the mortifying ordeal of being known