#'the person who is constantly commissioning art of binghe crying / looking bullied'

[nyoomerr]

For the new year writing asks -- 8 and 24?

8. Is there a story idea in your mental vault that you’ve never been brave enough to try writing? Is this the year? Can you tell us about it?

i generate one of these "i wouldn't dare try" ideas like once every other month and they all get dumped into the same shameful portion of my ideas doc... it's the portion of the ideas doc that would require me to write in lbh's pov for the idea to be successful ヾ(￣▽￣)

i have recently been trying to be a bit more brave about this though, like with the chapter in rent a bingge recently. i also have a oneshot planned (after sy shixiong au) that will also be lbh pov, though that one is part of an art exchange so i'll leave out details.

as for an example of one of these forbidden lbh pov ideas that i've had for a long time... i'd really love to do a binggeyuan fic with ace!sy but from the pov of bingge, who up until this point has been taught through experience that the way that people love him is by having sex with him. i've tried outlining what this idea would look like if i wrote it from sy's perspective instead (way easier for me personally) but was never happy with how little it let me play with bingge's messy thoughts, so... who knows, maybe i'll revisit this now that i'm trying to do a bit more binghe pov stuff!

24. By the end of this year, you want your fandom to think of you as “that author who _______.”

it's a bit difficult to communicate "this author wants to bully binghe until he cries and then put him in her mouth for safe keeping" through fanfic so i'll just go with "that author who always does a big binghe crying scene" LMAO

(full prompt list here!)

#thank you for playing! #i've already got a bit of a reputation in some discord servers as #'the person who is constantly commissioning art of binghe crying / looking bullied' #my proudest title i will ever wear #nyoomerr ask #nyoomerr rambles