#((that he coul djust d o something without reevaluating it 10 x as the 800+ yo who has been through hell))

[pctaldrunk]

i’m absolutely w e e p i n g about how h.ua c.heng’s attitude toward x.ie l.ian is really “do anything you want. if the sky falls down, i got it.” 

#ooc : give me a second I need to get my story straight #((I JUST THINK)) #((x.l is so cautious he thinks so much)) #((and ofc he always goes w/ what he feels is r i g h t after all that)) #((but like just the i d e a)) #((that he coul djust d o something without reevaluating it 10 x as the 800+ yo who has been through hell)) #((who is sometimes scared of hi m s e l f)) #((bc someone said 'stop thinking so hard just do it i got u')) #((lies down)) #((rolls around on the floor)) #((t.gcf reread is going well as u can see))