#(also. mundane also meant spending their lifetime with ortega and they Want that but they cant bc again they dont deserve it)

[disastersteps]

hit me with 🍉,🍌,🥬? If you're still doing those :O

🍉 [WATERMELON] What will your OC take to the grave?

Well, aside the obvious tattoos, Anita's feelings for Ortega- no seriously, it's the one thing they will not ADMIT it to her. They don't need her to get even more involved- They believed in that. despite the number of retri endings I replayed where they confessed her in the hospital but uh. shhh-

🍌 [BANANA] Have parts of your OC been lost to time (in-universe)? What do they wish they could lose from themselves?

With the Outsider scar and the time lost since they were taken after HB incident, their ability to love the world genuinely. At the moment, it's all they can do- because they had no idea how to love the world that had seemingly to love them back. It's hard.

If they wish to lose something from themself... Probably the memories of being from Farm. They wished it was that easy. They wished they could forget that... but they can't, can they?

🥬 [LEAFY GREEN] How mundane are they? Do they like it that way?

Sidestep!Anita was all about hanging out with friends, tinkering with little techs, repairing Ranger's mudane stuff like TV, and so-so...

But presently... they're not sure if they're that mundane. But when interacting with people- Ortega, Chen, Argent, Herald, and Mortum and few others- It feel so normal. Almost normalcy.

And these were the moments where they wonder that maybe they shouldn't started the villain career at all but- at the same time, they don't. They don't deserve being such mundane. Beside they had unfinished business, clearly.

and they don't deserve themself having a 'retired heroic' life at all (they want it, they want it so bad because it feel so real.)

send me a interview ask and i will try to answer when i have time!

#lori asks #sidestep: anita lee #augh i just woke up and saw this sdmgsmgmd #(also. mundane also meant spending their lifetime with ortega and they Want that but they cant bc again they dont deserve it)