#(cont) kinda thing with the added trauma that comes in watching my sibling go thru this so yeah

[hexthesystem]

hey guys it would be cool if you could send me some asks to distract me from my really long and stressful day !! i'm home now relaxing and unwinding and i kinda just want to lie in bed for the rest of the night and not think about life so talk to me about your day or your summer or pretty much anything at all !

#it was an extraordinarily long day which involved my mom's boyfriend's surgery consult for his tumor #and also some conflict with my sibling and my dad which is really hard and i had to go to my dad's house to help my sibling pack zir stuff #i basically just dissociated the entire time and even though i'm feeling better now the degree to which i was out of it was really yikes #my sibling is basically going thru with my dad what i went thru almost a year ago to the date and it's kinda like an anniversary effect #(cont) kinda thing with the added trauma that comes in watching my sibling go thru this so yeah #anyways. it's been a long day and tomorrow will be better. #personal.txt #like if you read this giant rant