#(okay i'm exaggerating a bit. i didn't actually have a breakdown but i got very close to tears)

[girlscience]

there really is nothing like clothes shopping to make you have a breakdown in a store

#(okay i'm exaggerating a bit. i didn't actually have a breakdown but i got very close to tears) #i fucking hate finding clothes. nothing else makes me realize how much i will never look the way i want to #and how i will always be unhappy in my body and nothing i can do will ever change that #clothes will never fit me the way i want them to because they don't make them to fit people with my body that way #and my body is never going to change #i will never look androgynous the way i want. i will forever hate the way i look in pants #and it will never be different no matter what i do