#(unproperly socialized ones i can see from a mile away and they're so scary to me i cant understand them at all)

[basaltbutch]

oh you know what. remembered i was partially raised by dogs. that might explain some things about me.

#lets play a fun little game!! #is this behavior i display because of the autism?? #or is it because from the ages of 3-12 i spent every waking moment with my lola's pack of 6 or so dogs??? #like #tussling with the pups. getting repremanded by the moms. falling asleep in their beds at night #parents were busy so i was with these dogs nearly 24/7 until we moved out and i started going to public school #yeah i get body language. i understand it. if its a properly socialized dog #(unproperly socialized ones i can see from a mile away and they're so scary to me i cant understand them at all) #i swear i was like.. so so so close to being a feral child growing up do you know how long it took teachers to get me to stop growling #or how many other kids got bit by me. #im mostly properly socialized now but i know some Behaviors linger kfjfkjfkfjk #anyway i was thinking about the dogs that raised me today at work and got a little sad. they're all long gone now #rip cara and nani u guys were like moms to me o7 #it speaks