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#(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it)
catastrxblues
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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage
#because oh my god??????? weird
#(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it)
#basically i was coming home from this chem thing right
#i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the
#new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭
#i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of
#the station entrance right.
#and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭
#the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭
#and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m
#pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did??
#i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato
#leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop
#oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help
#except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅
#actually had one proper conversation with him ❌
#i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me
#but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me
#she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it
#and i just keep thinking about that
#funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal
#oh you would’ve laugheddd
#like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭
#i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to
#write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO
#FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW
#i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me
#and then i whisked off as if to find that someone
#i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons
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