#...on second thought. Jack can hold my hand. Ed can do my shot. And w/Izzy's permission I can bury my face in his bare chest during the sho

[izzy-b-hands]

I have my shot drawn up (managed to stab my fuckin' finger with the back of the lid of the sharps container trying to open it in preparation, which is just stupid funny to me after being initially extremely irritating lmao. Ain't got the damn shot done yet, but still made myself bleed. What a talent I am lol)

I have about half of the cjizzy smut fic written (and my god im. i just love writing smut for these two so much. They're so much fucking fun, bc they both always find rest and safety and stability with each other in these moments, in between the cutest lil silly things and jokes and. These two!!!! also. also. trans izzy for this one bc I can)

It's gonna be three AM soon. I should sleep once shot and fic are done.

HOwever. However. I just remembered the idea I had for a smut fic involving modern au Ed and Izzy, the application of T gel (Ed applying it for Izzy), and then the dorks purposefully taking the drying/waiting period post gel application to start teasing each other until they can fuck (technically it isn't a super long period, but I remember when I was using it it was like. pls do try and not get it on other stuff/ppl/let it dry if possible before covering that area w/clothes, and try not to sweat a whole lot right away if you can help it. So like, in this fic, they've specifically carved out this time to do the application like this so that they can do this little routine: apply, tease, maybe cockwarm a little, then finally fuck once gel is dry and they've given it some time to sit/Izzy should be able to sweat safely lol)

So what if I just keep staying up and write that also. I'm tired, but every time I try to stop, my brain throws Additional Thoughts About Everything at me and uhhhh. That will prevent me from sleeping so like. What if I just do this and sleep later.

#text post #tw injections #adding that to b safe since im t shot talking lol #yesterday and now into today has been a tolerance break from my edibles and i can't decide if that was a mistake or not fdsjlkdajs #like I think the fics would still have gotten written and stuff but. idk. maybe some of the Thoughts would be chilling if I were to partake #but also im not wasting an edible this late at night/early in the am if im not already showered and in bed ready to pass out lmao #anyway where the fuck are ed izzy and jack bc they should be real and here and also doing my t shot for me #...on second thought. Jack can hold my hand. Ed can do my shot. And w/Izzy's permission I can bury my face in his bare chest during the sho #...i need to sleep soon im so sorry y'all #bless u for putting up with my extended rambling tonight lmao #if i can manage it i'll try to get the smut fics posted before i shower and sleep bc like. by then it's gonna be four or five so why not lo