#3 of which are jeff vandermeer..... ough

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SO refreshing 2 talk abt weird interests <3

#my cousin is an author and is veryyyy into weird horror and we spent abt an hour talking abt annihilation #and he gave me abt 10 more books i wanna read #3 of which are jeff vandermeer..... ough #AND hes rhe one that recommended midnight mass to me around easter time #and this is the first ive seen him since then so we talked abt that for a while too... #he said he would send me one of his unpublished short stories to read bc he based it on subnautica and he thinks i would like it #he was describing it like 'oh astronaut crash lands on an ocean on an alien planet' and i went. gasp... just like subnautica #and he was like YEAH EXACTLY. THATS WHAT I WAS INSPIRED BY I LOVE THAT GAME #and we also talked abt minecraft....... like. yeah #yeah! thatwas so cool.... i love 2 be weird #and when we started talkimg abt annihilation my mom jumped in like ugh i thought that movie was so stupid #AND IT WAS SO FUCKING NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE HAVE MY BACK WHEN I SAY ITS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD . #AND HE DEFENDED THE ENDING TOO . LIKE. YEAH. YEAH IM NOT WEIRD FOR LIKING THIS #laying on thr floor. im sleepy now but that was sooo cool #nobody sent me asks abt genloss >:| i rlly wanted to debate with fans of it #like bestie come here i just want to talk (<< hiding my insane opiniond about horror and aesthetics and design behind my back) #blahblahblah