#AND he will also immediately interrupt me w smth completely unrelated

[angeltrapz]

my dad will rlly ask me a question, not wait for my answer, get mad when I start talking bc "I never know when you're done!" and then be shocked when I get upset, huh

#AND he will also immediately interrupt me w smth completely unrelated #then get irritated when i have trouble following the thread of conversation like buddy. you straight up ask me what the hell im talking abt #when im talking abt smth YOU asked me abt! when you were supposed to be listening to me! #what the fuck ever. he wonders why i dont tell/show him abt anything i like anymore. i either get a 'thats stupid' after two seconds #or just. being ignored and then when i try to catch his attention i get 'what are you Talking abt???' #connor.vtxt #i rlly dont know how much longer i can take this shit im starting to realize its like. verbal abuse. #maybe not in this Specific circumstance but its like that constantly. in very covert hard to detect ways. #i just. its so heavy realizing im back in a situation like this. being gaslit damn near every single day & wondering if Im the problem. #im jsut very tired. very very tired. and i cant even tell anyone abt it. #except like this i guess. #and i cant talk to HIM abt it bc hes allowed to criticize all of us but if one of us criticizes him? even in a non negative way? #oh its cataclysmic. theres no talking to him when hes like that. which is whenever you try to tell him smth he did/said hurt you. #what the hell am i supposed to do.