#AND the last couple days theyve been wild as fuck......rn head is on straight but jfc

[sick-as-a-dog]

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#Gotta love hiw my emotions take control of me andd tjeres nothing i can do about this :'3 #AND the last couple days theyve been wild as fuck......rn head is on straight but jfc #Moods have been a rollercoaster lately and its only getting worse and i dont want to drag my dear ones down aaaaaaa..... #AND NOW IM ABOUT TO BE A HUGE XRYBABY AGAIN HHHHHHHHHHH FUCK #Wishbi wasnt a huge mess like this..... #plus now im worried #about certaon f4iends.......especially my angel #and now its a tug o war of issues again #abandonment issues vs anxiety of my friends being in danger! who will win! #not me im always the loser of that game oops #logically i know th three of them wont leave me they wouldnt i know it if tjey could help it #but........thanks fucky brain :'3 #all it takes in an hour or two for my brain to jump to the worst and tbh its starting to become more and more of a losing battle to stay ho #plus nowadays im worried of people judging my little rambkerants about my shit life and messed up skullmeats ugh #maybe one day thongs will get better......maybe one day i dont ahve to fight myself to believe it