#Also I cut back on a lot of unnormallness and down badness because like

[itzrayla]

Being an incredibly person™ surrounded by people who are IRLs of different characters I both do and don’t know is like one of these things is not like the otherrs like hmm something seems off here (it’s me) and it also means I consume media very differently cuz it’s not like “That’s me!” or “Me and the bestie!” like everyone else seems to but rather like “Oh that’s my friend/person I follow!” or “Oh cool characters!”

#Also I cut back on a lot of unnormallness and down badness because like #Oh I didn't realize you were this character. or I uhh liked the character before I knew it was you #Or the constantly looming fear/worry that someone will end up being an IRL of a characetr I'm down bad for and I'll make them uncomfortable #by being down bad beforehand. Like- I don't tag specific things for people I just stop posting about it entirely #How do phrase it IK it's like a psychosis type thing for in terms of 'sense of belonging' ouggh....i wanna be an anime person too..... #But like again IK its not just that simple but.....one of these things is not like the others.....and it's meee.....