#Also ty for liking my lamb!!! They’re my fave

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I love your interpretation of the lamb, who's almost always calm and not much surprises them anymore. When's the last time they had a serious emotional moment, either angry or sad, where their facade totally cracked? I can't help but imagine it must have been a very long time ago.

sometimes you find out that the divinity you worshipped wholeheartedly has a mortal name and was once the brother of the bishops you vowed to slaughter, chained for a petty familial disagreement, trivializing the deaths of your people, and proving that all gods were inherently false idols as they were made through crowns and not born, and you have to separate your feelings for your god from the pedestal you put him on, and reassess what it actually means to kill a god. But figure it out quick because you’ll have to lay your life down for that god soon to set him free ❤️

#cult of the lamb #this happens after the shamura encounter I think 1st one? In silks cradle #they’re too older sibling coded to let anyone see them like this but there are few favorite followers that they confide in #They also get angry during their confessional but I’ll never finish that comic #Also ty for liking my lamb!!! They’re my fave #cotl art

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15 Questions tag ✨

15 mutuals/15 questions, tagged by @cozydnp 💟 (like ty for tagging me in this stuff sometimes and making me feel slightly relevant lmao)

1. are you named after anyone?

y’know, my full name is eleanor which sounds super old so you’d think i’m probably named after someone but,,no my parents just did that

2. when was the last time you cried?

last night in the shower i had a bit of a Moment but i’m all good now

3. do you have/want kids?

honestly i really go back and forth on this question all the time. for the past 4ish years i’ve always had some kind of job in childcare (while also working other jobs tho) and so like, i really do like kids and i’m pretty good at caring for them. and esp when i’ve been in relationships and been Very In Love i’ve really thought like...yeah settling down with a partner and family sounds nice. and then sometimes i’ll be having a really bad depressive episode or will otherwise feel like my life’s falling apart and i’ll think, like, maybe i don’t deserve that kind of love, or maybe i’m just not even fit to have them at all. so really it just depends on what my life’s like at the moment, hopefully in the future things will stabilize and i’ll be able to make like a well-thought-out decision on whether i want/should have them (oof this answer got way too long i’m soz)

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

yes but only with people who know me really well and therefore know my sense of humor, and it’s usually really joking and lighthearted. definitely had a tendency to use it in kind of a mean way when i was like a shithead 15 year old but grew out of that

5. what’s the first thing that you notice about people?

usually their clothes i think, esp if they’re a particularly snazzy dresser

6. what’s your eye colour?

7. scary movie or happy ending?

scary movies are fun imo as long as you’re not emotionally attached to the characters that much, and silence of the lambs is like one of my fave movies of all time. i also like happy endings but only if they make sense to me? like as long as they’re not forced just for the purpose of tying things up if that makes sense. 

8. any special talents?

i gave up on a lot of my hobbies and natural talents when i was in like my young teenage years when my depression started to hit really hard and i lost all confidence/couldn’t bring myself to care about anything i’ve recently gotten back into guitar which i used to be v good at but haven’t picked up in a while, i’m a p decent writer i think and i can do that inside-out eyelid thing

9. where were you born?

Rhode Island, USA

10. what are your hobbies?

reading, writing, swimming, baking(not cooking i suck at that), stanning tv shows/books/two dumbass british dudes idk if you’ve heard of em tho

11. do you have any pets?

this lil bih

12. what sports do you play/have you played?

i was a really intense competitive swimmer from ages 5-18, now i just bask in all my washed-up star athlete glory

13. how tall are you?

like somewhere between 5′5″ - 5′6″, it always kinda fluctuates when i get measured at the doctor

14. favorite subject in school?

generally english since that’s like, my major and therefore most of my academic experience, but i think my favorite class i ever took was music & culture of new orleans my sophomore year bc it was super interesting and we got to visit NOLA over spring break which was wild and v lit

15. dream job?

i’d really like a job where i get to help people, like smth in social work or occupational therapy but since i’m a dumbass who went to college before even considering what i wanted to do with my life and got a BA in english, i’d have to go back to school and i’m uhh still too burned out from undergrad to do that but hopefully someday 

(disclaimer here i’m an awkward lil idiot who doesn’t talk to most of my mutuals so... hi guys i like ur blogs) 

tag: @beetlejumperphil @howlterbants @windyphil @cakephil @pinofx @enbydnp @enchantingphillie @thephildanthropist @sciencephan @frecklesdipnpip @youtubersshipper @dannierights @piinoff @wlwphannie @euphanisms

(weee i actually tagged 15 of u without freaking out,,and i didn’t check if any of u were already tagged so just disregard if so and also if u don’t wanna do this pls don’t feel obligated uwu)

#taggity tag #rly hope everyone appreciates that i made a whole ass dnpcrafts gif #just to answer that one question