#BUT THEN. WHY AM I STUFYING COMMUNICATIONS WHY AM I GETTING A MASTER'S DEGREE IN THIS.

[riverswater]

Having yet another existential crisis but idk if it's because I'm sleep deprived or because I'm sad. Maybe both. Who knows.

#I don't want to be a journalist so then why am I doing what am I doing. Or is it because since I'm sad I don't wanna do anything at all and #Being a journalist is not that bad? #But I've known for years that I don't want to work in a fast paced environment and what's faster than INFORMATION. #BUT THEN. WHY AM I STUFYING COMMUNICATIONS WHY AM I GETTING A MASTER'S DEGREE IN THIS. #I want to write but not like this!!!!! #Also sure yes I never write (that's because I'm sad 100000%) #But what then? I want to write slow pace? Long forms? I should be a freelancer to do that #Do I want to be a freelancer........ UGH.......... #I'm so tired. The problem with having a million choices is that you HAVE TO TAKE ONE AT SOME POINT. #BUT I HAVEN'T FELT RIGHT WITH ANYTHING YET. AND I FEEL LIKE TIME IS RUNNING OUT #Ok whatever it isn't but uggggggh god I don't know what to do I'm so tired my hair is falling out. I feel so frail. #m