#Buddyfight is a game but to me it was the equivalent of a companion. of a confidant. Buddyfight taught me a lot of what I hope I became

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gaito: the idiot

you’re not the strongest if you need to prove it

#to me Buddyfight is the Center of a jam doughnut #it’s something that like a whirlpool has absorbed my life but it’s also been a pillar of strength and even when I felt lost and had many #conflicted thoughts about it and strange feelings I could never hate it because it’s hope #has always been. Buddyfight taught me how to love. at the time I was forced to play games I didn’t love to be company for my brother. I was #studying and I learnt what pressure to achieve and succeed meant. #then that was that one episode where Zanya chooses Tsukikage not because he’s the better option but because he’s his buddy #and I realised that ‘oh- maybe just maybe I can have that too.’ #I didn’t even truly understand the concept of love until I watched that. #I was so lost back then haha #it made me want to run away. and even as Buddyfight changed I changed along with it and had to learn to accept the changes in life. #Buddyfight is a game but to me it was the equivalent of a companion. of a confidant. Buddyfight taught me a lot of what I hope I became #it was as close as I could get to a childhood love. #Buddyfight now. It’s the show that brings me comfort to watch. The show that caused me to get into pretty much everything I have now. If yo #Removed it from my life everything would topple down because my entire life was involved with it and continues to be. and I’m comfortable #with that it’s like always having a hand to hold when I need help. it’s the game that teaches me to think inventively and that connects me #to my everything. I wouldn’t be who I am today without it. and it’s always in my heart. my precious friend. #<fcbf live-blogging>