#Cas gives him the “stop staring. did you miss me so much?” and Gortash has to fight the urge to just say “yes” sooo bad i know it

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(Tumblr is fucked up so if I already sent you a similar ask please ignore it)

Can't stop thinking how Gortash probably struggled a lot to do a lot of stuff without Cas there to help him as he usually does for an entire week, since he's too prideful to ask for help to his servants to do things that are considered super simple like basic tasks and chores... Bro had it rough without his Dorito 🥺

I'm sorry I got a few about the topic I hope no one minds me talking about it in one post🥺🙏

tbh it's not even just him being too prideful to ask his servants to do things like that but Gortash genuinely knows that Cas doesn't like it as well and his stupid devotion does NAWT stop when Cas is gone....😖 Cas already barely leaves his side at this point, for safety reasons but also because they're just very used to being together now. smth smth if you see Lord Gortash you basically know Cas is around watching over him. If Cas leaves for a while it's for good reason, a task Gortash doesn't really trust anyone else with AND that Gortash probably had to literally convince Cas to do because Cas didn't want to leave him for that long💭

I like to think that Gortash does realize anew every time how dependant he has gotten on Cas, maybe it scares him a little since he is alone now but there's also a weird pride connected to it because he knows that's what Cas wants. Starting at having someone just pull him up from the bed, helping him dress and put on his boots (even if Cas can't ever quite do it without groping him all over... eye roll), teleporting him wherever without futher ado. Cas carrying stuff for him, literally picking up stuff from the floor because he can't reach, scratching his fucking back.... none of that without teasing of course, but it'd be a lie to say Gortash hates it💜 Some things he didn't even realize either like Cas keeping him in a position during sleep where he can breathe fine and just how much better he can sleep with Cas by his side in general. nd let's not even talk about their little feeding game that became a bit like a comfort ritual having Gortash just sit there at dinner stuffing himself because he's used to overeating but no hands to take care of him😖

Not even just physically but also, quite frankly, how bad he misses just casually talking to someone like he does with Cas, how much less joy he has in his life without Cas' mean jokes and teasing and just seeing his smile...🤕 I just know he looked at him for the entire day after Cas returned like he just fell in love again. sick

#blakemail #gortcas lore #Cas gives him the “stop staring. did you miss me so much?” and Gortash has to fight the urge to just say “yes” sooo bad i know it