#Dies he remember it ? Fuck no but like him saying “sorry?” When i literally thoight i was gonna die and then coukdnt talk to anyone about

[septic-shock-on-a-tuesday]

Coming to conclusions and realizations

UHHH IGNORE THOS VENT-

#I have decided its normal of me and normal in gen to have like 1 or 2 things to just. Never forgive someone for #Like yeah maybe i will forgive him ONE DAY but it sure as hellnisnt today cuz thinking about cersti shit hes done makes me want to curl up #-in a ball and scream #But like i thibk im right for holdijg this against him #Dies he remember it ? Fuck no but like him saying “sorry?” When i literally thoight i was gonna die and then coukdnt talk to anyone about #-it in persoj until i was with moss qnd then spent the whole day downstairs trying to dral with it AND THEN NEVER FUCKING TALKING ABOUT IT #EVER which yes *im* tge one who doesnt bring it up cuz fuck thar hes not gonna apologize #Cuz i know damn well hed be like “uh u could have not done it you caould have refused” when i literally did?????? But SSO SORRY SIR SORRY I #-RHKIGHT YOU WERE GONNA FUCKIKG HIT ME WITH A WOODEN STICK SORRY I WAS SCARED AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO #Nah he was just being silly and then wont remember it ever #Teehee #Buy like. I wont accpet any alology for thar if he ever does vuz like it didnt traumatize ne or anything i think but it DID kinda fuck me u #P and fucked up my voew of hom even more 😲😲 #Sorry for the ramble this just boils my ficking blood