#God damn fuck. I'm so emotional. This is the worst ii cant keep up the liquid intake

[gaminegay]

No horror story matches up to forgetting who you are, and to someone you love forgetting you. Aka alzheimer's is a horror story

#alda rambling #It killed me years ago to think that all my happy memories with my grandma are gone #As in. She doesnt know who I am.and that incredible woman who taught me so much is just gone bc all our moments together are gone. #She has no idea how she gave me pickled pears and let me feed the lambs and took me joy riding #Or how I always wanted to sleep in her bed bc ii loved her so much. Fuck I dont even exist to her anymore. To her I'm a rando #And shit I'm just the grandchild. She doesnt even recognize my mom as her daughter. She doesnt know how much she achieved #God damn fuck. I'm so emotional. This is the worst ii cant keep up the liquid intake #How the FUCK do ppl have emotions on the daily. This is killing me