#HAVE to put up with whatever insane fucking demoralizing shit they feel like inflicting

[autoneurotic]

my cats doing that not peeing enough thing my land lord is raising my rent 200 dollars i have to get a part time job which truly feels akin to jumping into a pool of sharks whilst bleeding none of this bodes well for me in the coming months

#i’m going to flay myself #it’s not even wah i don’t WANT to work ): #like. the power dynamic between me+a boss/customers i’m supposed/expected to bend to #if u are my boss as far as i’m concerned you can do whatever you want and it just sucks shit for me #YOU pay me and keep me employed. i’m fucked without you/money so i GUESS i just #HAVE to put up with whatever insane fucking demoralizing shit they feel like inflicting #it truly makes me sick to my stomach thinking about being employed under someone and being Accessible to the public #also would rather kill myself fifteen times over than ever be in management again #i just need. like a list of jobs for neurotics #jobs for people who will kill themselves if you even LOOK at them #jobs for agoraphobes who have to hype themselves for twenty minutes #hand on the doorknob chanting No One Is Going To Attack You You Can Leave People Might Look At You #But That Doesn’t Mean Theyre Going To Unleash Horrors Untold and Unimagined Upon You #wait i can apply for disability. i would rather fuck with that tedium than go insane crazy insannnneeee