#Half joking bc I can gen not constantly read heavy (subject or reg words) stuff without getting to a point of gen not understanding it

[zoekrystall]

I could rant abt how I hate germany and despise being german but instead of ranting will I just say everytime this awful country shows it stays nazi loving which is very often do I think abt that woman that was very kind to me for the few days I was at that one free hotel room in the short time I was homeless (honestly everyone but the fucking gov workers were sweet to me and I would die for them, never knew how much someone older seeing me as their child would make me want to cry) and said, nicer than I'll paraphrase, "yeah germany sucks I'm going back to my country" and gave me earrings and since then do I think of actually getting them pierced just for her. Was here for prob just a few days and already knew this place sucks.

#a wild lux appears #Unsurprisingly wasn't a white person #Honestly still appalled that english isn't a requirement for workers in all those places #Fucking hated everyone that got annoyed to angry at people not knowing german fuck would I have loved to butt in and offer translating #at the very least yknow #Anyways I am alive! I will be more active on here once I don't use most of my daily comprehension capability on twt bc most news are there #Half joking bc I can gen not constantly read heavy (subject or reg words) stuff without getting to a point of gen not understanding it #Which is when I'll take a break #Don't remember if I scratched the post I said that already in or posted oh well if yes ya get it twice in the tags #Ik I talked abt that woman once but p sure that was in a huge one tumblr just fucking ate #Thinking abt moving in the future but like what country doesn't suck #IF the states change big maybe there bc a lot of nice stuff happens there #otherwise maybe japan bc a lot of food I love is cheap there next to other stuff #Either way that is far into the future I am v much aware moving ain't easy maybe I'll stay here. got a house after all. #In case it needs to be said moving is on my mind since I'm little it is not a sudden thought